[Verse 1] 7 am Why am i here What have i done Resentment that forms As demons come near Seems way too clear Whats the point of being here Every motherfucking time I try something I fail someone I hurt those dearTo me I lose my tempo I sing a song with no purpose Its like fucking memento 'Cause I seem to forget My entire life All i had to do was study, Be polite Instead- I caused everybody suffering Middle class kid with no real things to deal How the fuck did i get my ending So young so near All these scars that you see They’re the least i should get For all those that i give to everybody Cause Im so empty inside I have to drag around everyone Im motherfucking jekhyll and hyde and my hipocrisy Is likely the only thing that I never compromised Cause ever since i was a child i could never get Anybody to hear me out Make a friend, have someone All alone Play pretend all is cool at home When im getting my ass beat for no reason i can't lie When my parents hate each other Get a fucking divorce dad And i can't even look a girl in the eye Im so fucking fat cause i eat my feelings with some fries on the side And anxious all the time begging to be noticed by someone Fucking childhood lonely day and night And thanks for all the travels I love you ma But I think i would have prefered having you here than Never seeing you, working your ass At the office day and night Falling in debt so we could go to disneyland [Hook] Oh, and I know, and I know On my soul, on my soul I can find a way Will I be here today? [Verse 2] Yeah, ladies and gentleman this is the consciousness speaking The body known as connor is in the back of a back seat 4 wheels, pedal to the metal, driver’s remorse: steel Riding to Nothing Hill I thought i’d have the control Of choosing my faith How I would go Part from my old ways into a different type of numbness But it seems Instead of a hearse a suit and a letter All they could find of me was my beatle’s cap in the last location Where they left me That’s my city I love it but God forgive me I dont trust a motherfucker Even if he has a bentley And all i regret I didn't have the chance to End this fucking thing myself Advance several years later some updates: Im suicidal I can't figure out my ways my legs Are fill with scars and i ain't drowning on bleach cause syrups got me covered for a bit Then i wake up, she’s still gone My mother still got a crazy son And her heart is still very close to explode but Maybe there’s something more, maybe there’s not All i know is, if i dont save this children soon They will be forgotten and long gone And i know, through this kabata, there must be something more At the point where i am now Close to death, manic-depressed Suicidal with no desire to make Any well of my health In the perfect position to put it all in or die in the attempt Fuck it, let’s see what we make Cause i feel a duty for my community and in an attempt to...
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