[Intro]
Look, I ain't mad y'know!
What is wrong with you, then?
Well, I dunno. It's just... it just it seems like
Everything's going backwards that's all
You sure it's not you who's going backwards?
No, it's just... I can't think straight, that's all
I mean, nothing seems right,apart from...
Fuck it!
[Hook]
So this is love, and I wish I'd never fallen in it
Wish I'd never bought my ticket into getting more committed
In to getting torn to bits and into getting tortured with it
Wish I'd never fallen in it, fallen in it, fallen in it
(x2)
[Verse 1]
What's more horrific? The stuff we're snorting or the thought of him and you every fucking morning
See we're all a bit confused but I'm done with talking
When you're calling me I'm caught within your sorcery and coming crawling
We were more than a rush of one endorphin more than just some gushing love muscle pouring
More than a drug huffing rough couple caught in a blood bubble sprawled in a mud puddle snoring
She was life itself as far as I could tell
I'd find myself in her eyes and my spine would melt
So I held her like the ravages of drug addiction
And I failed her when my sanity was fucking slipping
Like fuck I didn't love her like I loved to spit a grubby written son I'm just a sucker for a dumb decision
Have you ever held a hand grenade for too long?
And sat awake fanning flames in your room cough coughing on a mass of grey fumes tryna move on
Standing in the acid rain ranting cos' you've gone
See love will have you itching at a gaping wound
Scribbling and making tunes about the chick that crippled and disabled you
And shouting in the mirror till your face is blue
Counting all your littlest mistakes and I made a few…
Thousand, a few powders a few downers down the line and she 'llowed it right but that's love
[Hook]
And I wish I'd never fallen in it
Wish I'd never bought my ticket into getting more committed
In to getting torn to bits and into getting tortured with it
Wish I'd never fallen in it, fallen in it, fallen in it
(x2)
[Verse 2]
What's more horrific? The images of him and you or sitting in this mess of mine clinging to the bitter feud
This is the second time I've written this specific tune
The first one was dripping in the misery of missing you
I tore it up but this one’s turning out identical
Thoughts of us cause a rush churning out the ventricles circle round with chemicals
Tried squirming out your tentacles, man a dozen times I must have tried burning down your pedestal
But I can’t hate you as much as I’d love to, I love you, it’s fucked up this is what it’s come to
So bruv fuck tough love, loves tough, tough luck it’s done Baxter, you dun' lost her to some wanker
I’ll run back to the skunk and the lung cancer
Man I've had enough of yats and enough of anger
I've finished writing but there’s nothing left to say but this dutty serenade on another messy day
[Hook]
Man fuck this love shit, and I wish I'd never fallen in it
Wish I'd never bought my ticket into getting more committed
In to getting torn to bits and into getting tortured with it
Wish I'd never fallen in it, fallen in it, fallen in it
Man fuck this love shit, and I wish I'd never fallen in it
Wish I'd never bought my ticket into getting more committed
In to getting torn to bits and into getting tortured with it
Wish I'd never fallen in it, fallen in it, fallen in it, fallen in it, fallen in it, fallen in it fuck it
I don’t care you little slag you’re going out!
