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THOUGHTS Lyrics by CTXM

2021

[INTRO]
Not one for tight restrictions...
Made some very bad decisions...
I'm hitting with precision...
Thoughts I had, in mental prison...


[VERSE 1]
Para thoughts in my dome
Got bare notes in my phone
Ain't no bells for the chrome
Feel alone in my home

Like

Alien incoming downstairs
All my fam just stop and stare
Walk in the Kitchen to get some tea
Everyone hovering around me

(woo woo)

I'm seeing feds at the door
Hearin my name, Radio 4
Room getting too small
Running out seeing blood on the wall

I wake up, it don't make no sense
Feeling loaded, but I just got pence
Can't talk to you if you chat too dense
I'll walk away and my hands I'll clench

I ain't got no G's
I just got my fam-ily
But it's hard to explain when there's pains in your brain
Can't just chat casu-aly

Bout

Bro, I don't feel like myself no more
Takes me a lot just to open the door
Constantly stressed and I just wanna cry
Don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die

Can't just blem a zoot
Can't just chat shit
It's too deep just to bring out the blue
When you ain't seen your bro's in a bit

Insecurity drives my brain
My neck is dripped out but my head's in chains
My eyes washed out but they still look stained
I try do good, but I just feel drained


[HOOK]
Don't put me in a box
I'm not one for tight restrictions. (Restrictions)
And Boris is a bum
Made some very bad decisions. (Dickhead)

I'm aiming most my rhymes and I'm hitting with precision
(Bap bap bap)
These are just some thoughts I had while trapped in mental prison
(Shwing)

Profile with your eyes by the way I'm fucking dressed
(Bitch)
Is it any wonder I walk out the house and get depressed?
(ahh)

Can't do right by doing wrong
Can't express myself with chest
Work from home til' Lockdown 22 and up my fuckin' stress
(fuh)


[VERSE 2]
Say you're bro's til' the end
Til' you get a Girlfriend
She been round the block
Been smashed by your friends

How you gonna wife her when she known in the ends?
Everyone fuckin' on your girl, like a trend
Don't wanna fight so you don't press send
Aired once more, now she leavin' again

You think your friends are your bro's
They're the biggest of hoes
Can't link a girl so they go for your ex
'cause they way too scared to find one of they own

But, my man just switched on you
My man just dipped on you
He found out that you split with your girl
Turned right round, did a backflip on you

Now them two got a yute
All you got is a zoot
And fucked up dreams of tying him up and stuffin' my man in the boot

I hear screams when I'm walking down the hall
See visions in my head when I'm staring at the wall
Looking in the mirror, see my head go bald
Even sat in silence hear my name being called

Hello Lockdown 3
I just got my furlough P
Gotta buy some garms just to fill that void, sweet retail therapy

Trapped at home with my thoughts
One week turns into four
Being locked in got my head doin' flips and I can't really take much more


[HOOK]
Don't put me in a box
I'm not one for tight restrictions. (Restrictions)
And Boris is a bum
Made some very bad decisions. (Dickhead)

I'm aiming most my rhymes and I'm hitting with precision
(Bap bap bap)
These are just some thoughts I had while trapped in mental prison
(Shwing)

Profile with your eyes by the way I'm fucking dressed
(Bitch)
Is it any wonder I walk out the house and get depressed?
(ahh)

Can't do right by doing wrong
Can't express myself with chest
Work from home til' Lockdown 22 and up my fuckin' stress
(fuh)

Don't put me in a box
I'm not one for tight restrictions. (Restrictions)
And Boris is a bum
Made some very bad decisions. (Dickhead)

I'm aiming most my rhymes and I'm hitting with precision
(Bap bap bap)
These are just some thoughts I had while trapped in mental prison
(Shwing)

Profile with your eyes by the way I'm fucking dressed
(Bitch)
Is it any wonder I walk out the house and get depressed?
(ahh)

Can't do right by doing wrong
Can't express myself with chest
Work from home til' Lockdown 22 and up my fuckin' stress
(fuh)


[OUTRO]
Boris you're a dickhead yknow?
Bumbaclaat, rasclaat
Boris Johnson, dickhead blud
Credits
CTXM

CTXM

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