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Suicidal Thoughts Lyrics by Curtis Dwayne

NUMB SEN6E

2018

[Verse 1]
Verse 2, the intention to talk is mine
Hope Biggie smokes in heaven feeling fine
I agitate to kill myself, if possible right now
People shocked wonder why and how?
Too young to set a end, too broken to carry on
In this fake world where i don’t belong
Sick of the lies, more sick to pretend
Sick of all problems, everything i invent
If i die tonight, believe you won’t miss me
Mother, the only woman truly loved to kiss me
Father a failure, i’m walk on his way
Demons in my head and i’m too weak to slay
My whole life i wanted to be good
No role models ever left the hood
A hopeless person, nothing to live for
Cold Iron to my head, splash my problems on the floor
It’s hard to believe in myself, to believe i’m not able
Fearless is my face, but my confidence unstable
Talentless piece of shit, only thing i did was to judge
Worst teenage years, the negativity was too much
In my life, i wished the best for my people
Sadly the intentions were rarely equal
Love should be warm, love makes me cry
Fuck positivity motherfucker, tonight i want to die
The habit to create my own darkness
After that to sink in sadness
It's an addiction, more than a fucking madness
Obsessive disorder, a mind that always thinks
The Captian of a ship, i'm no sailor the ship sinks
The guise of a eagle, i'm blessed with dark wings
In this life, theres a lot to gain, so i have to maintain
Let nicotine calm my brain, alcohol rushes through my veins
I fly higher than planes, this process break the chains
I'm a painter, look a real trouble inventor
Paint a ugly drawing, make all logic surrender
Mirrors say kill the bitch inside, end her
See a potenial depression, let's fucking enter
Antisocial character, weak people stressin' me bad
Mostly they are not around, this makes me glad
Relationships, something clearly i never had
Give me some books, and please give me a cat
Give me some drinks and a bad bitch to chat

[Outro]
Rest in Peace, Biggie Smalls, the greatest of all time
I hope we see us one day, this thought makes me smile...
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Curtis Dwayne

Curtis Dwayne

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"Suicidal Thoughts" appears on "NUMB SEN6E" in 2018.

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