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WIDE AWAKE WHILE I’M UNDER THE KNIFE Lyrics by CvonS

VIAL OF TEARS

2023

[Intro:]
Wide awake while I'm under the knife
I feel everything, tell me you can see this anguish in my eyes
I know you hear me, why don't you just end my life
I know that what I've done was wrong but how can this be right
God please end the surgery
My anesthetics did me dirty, but you're hurting me
Put me to sleep, Lord, I beg you
I don't have the faith to push through all of this although I pretend to
[Verse:]
Yeah, I'm a reject
Don't think I fit this image, I been posting for their respect
Yеah, but there's a problem in my wеak flesh
If I play it right, it might stay something they won't detect
I need a breath, but they have high expectations
I'm not the same person as the one they've seen on stage and
Let's face it, I can't make a thing of these pages
My passion's ran out on me, I've been maimed by stagnation
Popped the eyeball, all I did was slap a cover over it
I post a pic and smile, pray to God that no one notices
It's my fault, I'd be quite the fool to say you don't exist
But if they'd seen my private life, I swear they wouldn't know the diff
Now I'm so far deep, I wonder if there's hope in this
There's glass on the bathroom floor from when I'm throwing fits
I used to be Satan's pawn, I think I've grown from it
But moments like this make me question if I'm over it
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CvonS

CvonS

About “WIDE AWAKE WHILE I’M UNDER THE KNIFE” by CvonS

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