(Intro : D.)
In the aim to find some answer to your questions...How do you manage to go deeper without having the fear to sink in
To probably get lost or consumed?
(Sosotysha)
I'm a Pisces, so I'm definitely a deep and intense person. Every time I have a conversation with someone, I always try to be honest. And they always tell me that I go so deep, but I feel like I'm just being myself
(MPLI)
Honestly, I don't think I manage without feeling any fear. I'm really hyper sensitive person. And I know I feel everything like I can't even express myself right now
(Fatah)
When I was younger, my mother use to say
"You can ask me all the questions in the world, but I will never be the solution or the answer in your life."
(Kirafiky)
I believe that the fear to sink in doesn't have to stop me from going as deep as I need to because what do we meet in depth?
Just all the parts of ourselves
It is my own self that I meet in depth
And I believe that the love for ourselves, the love, all ourselves gives us the strength to overcome the fear of ourselves
(ZIL)
I think being deep is actually overrated because feels to me like going deep actually means simplifying things
I mean I grew up, I grew up next to the sea
When you think of it, the ocean, even the islands in the ocean, they begin from the bottom of the ocean...
(Tshimundu)
Okay, so you asked how to go deeper without having the fear of sinking in and probably getting lost or consumed?
And really what I've been thinking about is that I don't know if it's a way to do it without getting lost or consume
But that's not a bad thing. If you have faith in your roots, if you have faith in yourself, that you know you're deep as self, knows the truth that you need to know
(MPLI)
You have to work on yourself, I'm trying, I mean at least I'm trying, and I know I'm strong, I know all the common things and I always try to be a better version of myself. But I don't think I could ever manage that kind of stuff without being scared
But I guess we all scare, it's okay
As a hyper sensitive person, I'm really, really emotional
So I really go deep, like I'm an overthinker, and it's hard because when I dive deeper
I'm afraid I'll get lost...
(Kirafiky)
I believe that with sincere love, I cannot get lost because love is my way
I cannot be consumed because love is fire, and the fire of love will always be stronger than anything that could consume me
(ZIL)
I think being deep is coming back to the least common denominator like, no matter how big a number is, if it's an even number you can divide it by two
(Tshimundu)
In this process of learning, you need to deconstruct everything
You need to be able to believe that everything you know is wrong, right?
If it's your faith, if it's civil rights, if it's LGBT...Queer rights, if it's animal rights, whatever it is...tell yourself that you may be wrong
You see when you go deeper, and you go all the way down, you experience so many new things you would have never opened your eyes to and your body, we'll add a point, default, it's going to go back into factory settings and it's at that point that you will keep the essential parts of everything you experienced while going deeper
So everything you thought, oh, maybe, although this was a lie, but the parts that are really true for you will remain
Until you create this whole new identity, you see the trauma, as you won't be scared of the trauma, you see how they work in your life so you can now remedy them
(Fatah)
So to answer your question, my grandmother, from honesty, we got surroundings, and independent, help me to dive deep in without losing myself
(Tshimundu)
I think that's what going deeper in the end is all about
It's really about finding peace with yourself, knowing yourself. And if you feel scared of going deeper, what you really need to ask yourself, "Are you okay living the rest of your life, not knowing yourself?"
For me, compared to that, the fear of losing myself isn't comparable, because I don't want to live a whole life if I've never found who I really am
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