[Verse 1: D2X]
Timing
Wanna see my life change I've been isolated in the new climate
Gloom fill the room, I've been feeling blue, Pastel is designing
At the end of Indigo, nights in a row, I've been losing my mind in
A change of pace and I need escape, Gold roads, I'm mining
I can't quit my daydream I've been aching, my wrongs been aligning
Gotta make what's mine, eyes on the prowl I'm so far away from trying
I'm just praying that this weight bring
A boost of patience, I could change me
Fears of quitting, life been hitting, Plus I got these
[Chorus: D2X]
Fears
I'm losing focus
Fear
I'm losing notice
Tears
I row and float in
Peers
Comparing motion
Fear
Of never molding
Fеar
[Verse 2: D2X]
I got fears of letting go
A new mе, I can't lose hope
And I'm scared to look into the mirror
All my flaws exposed
Battling everything I've ever known
How could I lead this home?
Only you know the whole truth
You tryna go survive alone
How you hiding texts on the phone?
How you gon' relax when you home?
Almost left your family alone
The fear of leading, you know that's wrong
The trials and tribulations of a man picket in his hand, you can build home
But you know you gotta be strong
You never know what's love till it's gone
Snowfall, self love
Winter comes, I'm stressed up
Change of pace, I can't run
I gotta learn to let love
That's number one, a blessed one
That's me too, to give one
Love is giving, more than I receive
Everything I need is gon' come
It might take time, I can't run
I've been on this route to see the sun
To see the ocean breeze in the front
To love what I dream, God's son
Feel like I was chose to be the one
I gotta stay strong every month
Even if these bills gon' jump
I'ma see the hills, I'ma lung
[Chorus: D2X]
Fears
I'm losing focus
Fear
I'm losing notice
Tears
I row and float in
Peers
Comparing motion
Fear
Of never molding
Fear
[Verse 3: D2X]
I don't wanna see the courtroom
The shattering of love came true
I can't see my life without you
Strange fruit, I've been through
The hardships, what's meant to
This happened for me, to break through
My emotions, but I've been tuned down
But I finally found, I choose
Me, the best me to be a man, living comfortably
Believe I can move mountains east
I travel west, I route with peace
Route 66, the desert brings
From snowfall, the polar freeze
I gotta run, the train leaves I gotta go, and find, me
[Verse 4: D2X]
I'm getting older I release resentment from my shoulder
Forgiving my dad, myself, my mama, I was chosen
To be a vessel for the world, the world is my coaster
I'm standing at the top, but sometimes I lose focus
The temptations, everything, I battle what I'm facing
My fears, everything you hear, slim chances of making it
But visualizing good times
My life became amazing
When I valued, the word grace in every single daily way
Breakfast with my dad
Sluggers or going to see the Sox play
Can't stay mad
I can pick up the phone, he just a call away
I can't make it all change
Appreciate the small things
That's all I've been thinking I was younger, feeling all pain
Now I'm older, feeling like a soldier, feeling God's reign
Know I gotta keep on moving forward, when it all changed
Baptized, drift inside the lake
When my heart came with new resolutions, for the future, in a star lane
If I gotta move away and stay, just to solve things
Knowing where my family came, I'ma be the one to change
Embracing, I'ma maintain, self in my own lane
I'm cruising in the long game, we gon' all reign
