[Pre-Chorus]
Right now feel like I'm surrounded (surrounded)
Think I'm lost feel like I'm drowning (I'm drowning)
I've been stuck sinking down in (down in)
This pit, lately I've been doubting (been doubting)
[Chorus]
Lost off in the deep end, demons tryna take my freedom, yeah
I've always been the weakest now I'm picking up the pieces, yeah
Hella nights I'm sleepless, stay worrying so frequent
Demons trying take my freedom, I'm lost and I'm sinking, yeah
[Verse 1]
A fiend to get it, I been sick with it
Everywhere it's spreading, mindset disparate
Getting too desperate I can't compare it
I can't suppress it, til' the dеath I'm with it
Til' I'm dead stuck with it, built into my spirit
For nothing I'd give it, on my life I'll gеt it
No doubt I'ma risk it, in my hand is the ticket
Game got my commitment til' I get my fulfillment
My eyes locked, locked in on it
Ain't letting go of the gas til' I got it
I got blood on my garment, the will is astronomic
The come up iconic, this bomb atomic
Fearing where I'm headed, but the craft embedded
Only one option I ain't got a second
Already reckoned up the direction of
This path but I'm lacking the protection of
My mind, my soul and everything in between
Never give it much thought been going like a machine
Like nicotine it's apart of me
Took me by the neck by 15
Like codeine, morphine came in to intervene
Tank full of gasoline, cut me it's what I bleed
The prerequisite I exceed, this is everything I need
Ain't never going back, guarantee, nah
[Pre-Chorus]
Right now feel like I'm surrounded (surrounded)
Think I'm lost feel like I'm drowning (I'm drowning)
I've been stuck sinking down in (down in)
This pit, lately I've been doubting (been doubting)
[Chorus]
Lost off in the deep end, demons tryna take my freedom, yeah
I've always been the weakest now I'm picking up the pieces, yeah
Hella nights I'm sleepless, stay worrying so frequent
Demons trying take my freedom, I'm lost and I'm sinking, yeah
[Verse 2]
Lost a lot, wish I ain't never gave in
Lost in my ways and my faith been vacant
To get away in my work I've been slaving
But the problem at hand I don't face or engage in
Working or fixing, just overthinking
Probably way too much now my life is shifting
So much I've been itching to get all in it
Never had no limit, what they say don't inhibit my potential and me rising up
I rage in the booth still don't work enough
Only one in my way is myself I shut doors of opportunity, myself I judge
Til' I'm back in the dust I ain't ever giving up
But when I'm back in my lust and my back to the dust
And I'm lacking the trust, when I'm back in a rut
And I'm crushed by results and attacked by insults
From the voice in my head, these thoughts in my mind
I can't lie it man gets too much
When it's always nearby in my head all the time and I deny
That on this I depend and rely on for my own happiness, I put it all in this
I'ma die on this ship when it sinks and it tips
Do I need to be fixed? Am I deep in an abyss?
All I know is that I couldn't ever live in "what if", nah
[Pre-Chorus]
Right now feel like I'm surrounded (surrounded)
Think I'm lost feel like I'm drowning (I'm drowning)
I've been stuck sinking down in (down in)
This pit, lately I've been doubting (been doubting)
[Chorus]
Lost off in the deep end, demons tryna take my freedom, yeah
I've always been the weakest now I'm picking up the pieces, yeah
Hella nights I'm sleepless, stay worrying so frequent
Demons trying take my freedom, I'm lost and I'm sinking, yeah
