[Verse 1]
Hoping you don't forget the times you had, rhymes you shared
Been fly while fighting like fighter-jets
Spit fire, reach higher than Spitfire
Seen the concrete like old-timer’s tires but I want private jets
Can't be discreet while I rap on a beat I guess
This decease that's in my family you see the stress
Mom’s scared to death, I can tell
She got her mother's genes so that rings a bell
Oh, God please I'm on my knees
Safe her the trouble
And if you feel the need
I ask you to skip on her and give it to me
So when I don't remember sh*t I can put this on repeat
Ah, this sh*t is so dishonering
Been naked in my verses
Every time I turn my armor in
And this song is really for me
Speaking on my worst fear
Losing my memory
[Chorus]
Oh, losing my memories
All my life I spent making them
This time it's not the Hennessy
This is something else taking them
I'm going on a temper tantrum
Every time you're lost then this the anthem
Every line you wrote you know you meant them
Oh, hold on to it
[Verse 2]
23 years old when you wrote this
Ready to take on the world
You were focused
Worked the magic, no hokes spokes
You learned the ropes
That's what distinguished you from the bogus
Oh, crazy times you had
You know, the things you claim to never forget
You did everything to not live with regrets
Do I spark something now? C’mon, try to think back
Remember that time you worked on a six pack to get fit as f*ck
Just to get that chick back?
You made music, never did it for a quick cheque
Tried to be of service like you help yourself with this track
Oh, there you go!
This is you you’re hearing, I hope you enjoy your flow
Weird to hear your voice of when you were still a boy?
You felt like the man back then but little did you know
Oh, and your love life stupid
You picked up the bow and arrow and aimed it back at Cupid
Hopefully these memories vivid like the movies of Stanley Kubrick
The paintings of Vincent Van Gogh may do it
I'm discussing these things to stimulate your thoughts
I hope you’re with me so you follow when I switch it up
You know I'm still aware of not coming soft
At this time we tried to make it big and not fall off
[Chorus]
Oh, losing my memories
All my life I spent making them
This time it's not the Hennessy
This is something else taking them
I'm going on a temper tantrum
Every time you’re lost then this the anthem
Every line you wrote you know you meant them
Oh, hold on to it
[Bridge]
You see what you know, you don't know what you say
You reap what you sow, I'ma go and have faith
People pass but the memories stay
What do I do when these memories fade?
I'ma shine, watch me get out the shade
‘Fore it's too late, b*tch, get out the way
[Verse 3]
I'ma get it all
Yeah, I said it
Before it gets to me I'ma run and attack it
Never doubted a record, never doubted a second
Never dissecting, you die the second you're starting the second-guessing
Imagine investing everything you got
All your college funds. Oh, you call this hot?
No college degree so they give me a third degree
The memories behind the curtains is the sh*t they don't get to see
It's hard man my heart I hardly feel it beat
The art is hard man, off the record I hardly speak
I'm on it. Go on and on and on
Fast lane, tunnel vision, barely know what's going on
I blocked a lotta love, shook some suckers off
By any means, I need to rise above
But I take my hat off knowing it's an odd job
Killing ‘em all like Oddjob
[Chorus]
Oh, losing my memories
All my life I spent making them
This time it's not the Hennessy
This is something else taking them
I'm going on a temper tantrum
Every time you're lost then this the anthem
Every line you wrote you know you meant them
Oh, hold on to it
