[Verse 1: Delirious]
I remember when I was just a little kid
Growing up in a trailer park, had remorse for all the shit I did
I'm not so different when you think about it
All I wanted was acceptance, now I can fucking live without it
I was always doubted, but you can doubt me now
All my trials and tribulations couldn't fucking hold me down
& now I'm standing proud, back turned to the sky & I vow
To live my life and raise the night, and not care how I'm turning out
I was a problem child, with a taste for drugs
Hid that shit all from my family, for the fear I would lose their love
I roll another blunt, and I think about my life
All my misery just burns away inside this goddamn pipe
I take a drink and I write another fucking rhyme
The only medicine, it gets me by, it gives me time
To just lay back and cry, with sadness in my eyes
[?] with morbid thoughts, I want to say goodbye
[Hook: Delirious]
I think about my life, and I just hurt inside
Every card I'm dealt, if nothing else, another change of tide
It all just multiplies, the hate personified
My skin is tough, I've had enough, I feel I'm Wasting Time (x2)
[Verse 2: Delirious]
I feel I'm just wasting time, when I'm wading through the grind
Another dead-end job, I simply wanna hit rewind
But I just can't seem to find, a way out of this mess
All the bullshit, and the talking adds to mental stress
And it all just got me vexed, with all of the shit that I seen
Hypocrisy, man I can't believe this world is run by greed
Sometimes I feel the need, to just stand up and scream
Into the face of my boss, don't expect to get respect from me
So please just set me free, free me from everything
Please break these fucking chains and free me from my suffering
So please just let me be, let me strive for what I believe
Even if what I believe, is something that you couldn't perceive
Now shut up and observe, as I take control of my life
[?] the blood, the sweat, and the tears as an even sacrifice
So fuck the past, I'm moving past it I won't stop this fight
And that's the message I would leave if this was my last night
[Hook: Delirious]
I think about my life, and I just hurt inside
Every card I'm dealt, if nothing else, another change of tide
It all just multiplies, the hate personified
My skin is tough, I've had enough, I feel I'm Wasting Time (x2)
[Verse 3: A-Game]
Am I just wasting time creating lines, and making rhymes?
I do my best, but I got people trying to take what's mine
Everyone's a rapper, but nobody's trying to make a dime
We don't see eye-to-eye, no we don't share the exact place of mind
I'm trying to make it off this rap shit, that's why I put in practice
I'm trying to keep my flow on point like cactus spines
You say you're dope? But I am past your prime
You know I put in work on every verse, dub, and adlib
Fact is for the past 3 years, I've been trying to perfect my sound
If I hit the very top, I'll do my best just to protect my crown
They said white rappers never make it out my county, wow
But call me Lil Wyte, cause all I gotta say is Doubt Me Now
People come and go, just like the flow of every season
Lot of people sleepin', but that can't be the reason
To stop now, been rapping 3 years I'm just trying to take it easy
Time is of the essence, I ain't wasting it, believe me
[Hook: Delirious]
I think about my life, and I just hurt inside
Every card I'm dealt, if nothing else, another change of tide
It all just multiplies, the hate personified
My skin is tough, I've had enough, I feel I'm Wasting Time (x2)
