[Intro - Demonic Thug]
Yeah yeah yeah yo yo yo yo
Mmmmmmmmmmmmm
[Hook - Demonic Thug]
I wish I could forget my middle school days (days, yeah yeah)
All these anxiety attacks, they're the ones responsible for sending me to that nightmarish place (place, ooh yuh)
These teachers talking down to me, they be fucking acting like I'm dumb and like I'm a charity case (case, yeah yeah)
I have no sense of freedom, everybody staring at me, and I'm looking like I'm fucking insane (insane, uh ooh)
Minutes feel like hours, when will all of this be over, I just feel like I just need some fucking space (yeah yeah yeah yo yo yo yo)
All I really want is an indentity (identity), everybody always making decisions for me (me)
I really fucking wish I never had anxiety (anxiety), I've been losing so much faith and losing so much sleep (sleep)
All these neurotypicals just want things their way (way), being autistic is my mother's social display (display)
I really wish I could forget my middle school days (days, I really wish I could forget my middle school days, uh yeah yeah ooh ooh)
[Verse 1 - NNTWENTY]
Always blamed me for shit that I didn't do, (didn't do)
Asked me who did it and I never had a clue, (had a clue)
They'd always tell me "I know it was you", (ay)
But it never was me I just wish that went through, (yeah ay)
They also liked to target my niggas, (ay)
They took all our money and that it was delicious, (yeah yeah)
They always liked to pick on us, (pick on us)
I swear to god they wanted to kill us, (kill us)
They took my happiness and threw it in the trash, (trash)
And for what? A big fat stack of cash, (stack of cash)
Took my dreams and future and turned it to ash, (to ash)
Wanted to take the teachers and make the brains go smash, (yeah ay)
Suspended me for shit I never fucking did, (never did)
Because of those niggas I didn't wanna live, (wanna live)
My brotha has a special place for them in the abyss, (the abyss)
Do they fucking realize they're dealing with young kids, (yeah yeah)
[Hook - Demonic Thug]
I wish I could forget my middle school days (days, yeah yeah)
All these anxiety attacks, they're the ones responsible for sending me to that nightmarish place (place, ooh yuh)
These teachers talking down to me, they be fucking acting like I'm dumb and like I'm a charity case (case, yeah yeah)
I have no sense of freedom, everybody staring at me, and I'm looking like I'm fucking insane (insane, uh ooh)
Minutes feel like hours, when will all of this be over, I just feel like I just need some fucking space (yeah yeah yeah yo yo yo yo)
All I really want is an indentity (identity), everybody always making decisions for me (me)
I really fucking wish I never had anxiety (anxiety), I've been losing so much faith and losing so much sleep (sleep)
All these neurotypicals just want things their way (way), being autistic is my mother's social display (display)
I really wish I could forget my middle school days (days, I really wish I could forget my middle school days, uh yeah yeah ooh)
[Verse 2 - Demonic Thug]
This fucking disorder be holding me back (me back), imagine what I could do if I was born normal
Acting like I chose to have anxiety attacks (anxiety attacks), they believing that I'm motherfucking paranormal
I wish these fucking teachers would listen to me (me), but they're so hyperfixiated on my IEP (IEP)
They slamming the cafeteria table with a broom (broom), pretending I'm okay I wear it like it's a costume (it's a costume, yeah)
I miss when I was younger, wish I could go back (back)
I cannot even use the internet without getting hacked (hacked)
So many fake friends and so many anxiety attacks (attacks)
And I be getting OSS everyday just for that (that)
Shutting down all of my lights, keeping the doors closed (closed)
Yeah don't you deny the truth, you gon' get exposed (exposed)
I'm tired of having every aspect of my life controlled (controlled)
Sometimes I even worry about being disowned
[Hook - Demonic Thug]
I wish I could forget my middle school days (days, yeah yeah)
All these anxiety attacks, they're the ones responsible for sending me to that nightmarish place (place, ooh yuh)
These teachers talking down to me, they be fucking acting like I'm dumb and like I'm a charity case (case, yeah yeah)
I have no sense of freedom, everybody staring at me, and I'm looking like I'm fucking insane (insane, uh ooh)
Minutes feel like hours, when will all of this be over, I just feel like I just need some fucking space (yeah yeah yeah yo yo yo yo)
All I really want is an indentity (identity), everybody always making decisions for me (me)
I really fucking wish I never had anxiety (anxiety), I've been losing so much faith and losing so much sleep (sleep)
All these neurotypicals just want things their way (way), being autistic is my mother's social display (display)
I really wish I could forget my middle school days (days, I really wish I could forget my middle school days, uh yeah yeah ooh ooh)
[Outro - Demonic Thug]
Hackers and sorrow, just wait till tomorrow, I hope that it will all be over soon
Depression is bottled, I'm just feeling awful, how long will it take just to heal the wounds
They saying that my behavior's unexpected, I sit home alone and I watch cartoons
Taking a high dosage of this medication, I really wish that I could be immune
