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​and even now. Lyrics by DERUSZ

ALTER.

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[Instrumental/Vocalizing In]
[Verse 1]
I'd die for you incessantly – you know it never meant much to me
To help you with anything – I was always on your team
But I felt the vacancy – you'd paint me your enemy, no, oh
[Pre-Chorus]
I'm not mad at you, but I – can't stop
Thoughts of you and I – feel numb
I'm not feeling like myself – here now
Maybe I should just, tell myself to just
Just..
[Chorus]
I want you to breathe, need to let go –
Get away from me, I try to be
Calm as you please, but I want to know –
If you think of me, even now
[Verse 2]: CRUX |
And even now, if it wasn't for me – would you want me
I get this feeling that, I’m putting in the work –If you want me
Now you gotta show me, I’m doing too much –
Just to get your worst, that I dont dеserve (uh huh)
If you go, pleasе just know – I’m always watching
‘cause I wish i was him, I dont want you to choke – I want you to breathe
[Chorus]
[Instrumental Out]
Credits
DERUSZ

DERUSZ

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