[Verse 1: Levy]
21, and I'm aimless
I dance with demons every weekend while running with danger
Romantic evenings with the reaper
I'm puffing contagion at you on the beef or somewhere lethal
My struggles with anger
I'm becoming a danger and It's apparent in my appearance
I'm perishing tryna bury these parrots my percent
Tryna see what opportunities carry an opulence
I can be just like the movies you watch
It's common sense, comma sent you up to fault
Turn the bum to a baller
And makе you numb to the knowledge that comеs with the shit they offer
It's not exactly evil, I'm telling you this for caution
Don't get blinded by the bright shit that he brought you
I've been fighting back this awful since the doubt in my chest
I been chasing this shit for ages, I guess now I'm obsessed
I want them faces when I make it up from out of this mess
Bring back smiles and frowns, all a part of success
[Verse 2: Captain of Cults]
Oh, who are you really in this world where money buys you girls
And girls eat your heart
Pussy in some prayers, you slave to that day
You chose it all, spread her wings and while at the heavens call
You won't get up, blame it on the drugs homie
Let the white man sleep
'Cause it takes a lot to make the whole world bleed and feed
Like this issue, please
I'm resolving problems mixed with issues
'Cause you know the past
Happens lots as you repeat to make them shout with glass
Wearing every spice 'til [?], ooh
Have you told us, thankful
With a dash of hate for every king, ooh
With a thing, don't keep the dream a dream
But if money is, you see me, whoa
You got a soul to breathe
Hell, told you, now tell me who you really are
[Chorus: Clearly]
Ode to myself from a ten year gap
Gotta play it real simple, gotta keep myself intact
It's time that I got, than I'll be playing cool
But if death brings hope, which one would you choose?
[Verse 3: Captain of Cults]
Oh (Oh, oh)
A [?] told me yesterday to sell the label
I was given the words from my skinny wrists [?] and
I am no king, just a capitol
Sending to me, whip 'til I fall asleep
Postal salt
[?] the purple, peace treaty
Countin' every breeze that comes, feel it
Falling painting these when we saw a reverend
And I'm tripping, then we stand, then we fall once again'
So I stay there when the painting dries
Rest in peace to my guilt
You the reason tear fell from your eyes
Love made me who I am today or should I say wow
Oh
I'm no movie to the roof
Trade wreaths for that warm
This proof, can you ride for me?
Uh, [?]
[Verse 4: Levy]
Sleeping during the day
I can see the hurt on your face
Don't be discouraged, that scheme isn't even worth a display
I see you searching for meaning, now peep the birth and decay
Of this obsession, miss perfectionist
The less you live the more you mourn
I guess the kids will do the chores to clean the mess you're in
Excellence can never be acquired
Desire is death
But I'm not really woke 'cause I haven't slept
It's suicide in slow-motion
Old notions and phalluses
Facilitate the flaws and excuses to say you're proud of me
Peel away the parts of confusion
Don't walk in crowded streets
Step forward, saw you lose yourself
And then I found your peace
How can these emissions of [?] ease the tensions
Searching for my soul, and come home to see people missing
Working on my own and my goals and we reach the ridges
If we built the fort of gold, can I hope that we see forgiveness?
Let me know
[Chorus: Clearly]
Send an ode to myself from a ten year gap
Gotta play it real simple, gotta keep myself intact
It's time that I got, than I'll be playing cool
But if death brings hope, which one would you choose?
