[Chorus]
Storms at night
Feel like a cycle of thoughts
Findin' me when I was lost
Lost tonight
I think that I did you wrong
And I can't keep playin' along
So if you find me in a hearse just know I hope you thrive (Yeah)
[Verse 1]
It hurts to know that I'm the bigger man 'cause I don't argue back
I used to argue every day and slam the door until it cracked
I turned 15 and realized I'm too old for that
And now I'm thinkin' I'm too old to act like I'm too old for that (Lost tonight)
In the end I'm glad that I control emotions
But it hurts when I get yelled at when I sit and calmly hold it
There's a song that I go back to when my temper's gettin' potent
And it helps me find my peace and see my center as the focus (Hope you thrive)
And I'm sorry I'm explosive
But the world just isn't fair and it gets better once you know it
There's a whole lot of fish who never even see the ocean
And a whole lot of people who would think that that's a metaphor (Yeah)
The world's too real for metaphors (Uh)
I could've been a chicken in a factory
The fact that people laugh at the analogy is sad to me
And proof that they're not comfortable to think about it rationally
As soon as we look back at all humanity's catastrophes
It's actually just blasphemy, we all ignore the savagery
When I put down the pen I'm livin' happily
And maybe I'm a bystander naturally
I sit and hope but never stand, and see
I get away scot-free, it's a travesty
[Chorus]
Storms at night
Feel like a cycle of thoughts
Findin' me when I was lost (Yeah, uh)
Lost tonight (Yeah, uh)
I think that I did you wrong
And I can't keep playin' along (Yeah)
So if you find me in a hearse just know I hope you thrive (Uh, yeah, uh, okay)
[Verse 2]
Who am I?
I'm a guy who tries hard to be genuine but hides away as soon as doubt is cast on his sentences (Yeah)
Opinions 'bout as strong as my biceps (Facts)
You could say a word and change my entire mindset (Lost tonight)
I'm an animal with love for other animals and that's the one place where we might be incompatible (Yeah)
I won't back down from that and that's affirmative
A loudmouth vegan, man everybody heard of them (C'mon)
I'm a student but I'm never tryin' for an A
I'm just tryna graduate
And take somethin' away from the classes that I take
Tryna activate my brain when it's cool
And avoid it when it's not (Lost tonight)
Showed up once to economics and ignored it from the start (Facts)
Man I'm in the class but mentally I dropped it like it's hot
I'ma work for four years, stack the paper, then dip
My career is not my life and if it is I hope I quit (Yuh)
Goddamn, I'm a twenty-somethin'
Actin' like a thirty-somethin'
Actin' like I'm sixteen (Yeah)
Livin' on the Twitch streams (Yeah)
Purple when I get green (Yeah)
Hol' up, lemme switch scenes (Yeah)
How'm I gonna feel when it's all over (Okay)
Might be nothin' after this, so let's get closer (Yeah)
I was (Yeah), born Jewish and I felt it as a child (Yeah)
I been (Yeah), outta practice it was feelin' outta style
You don't get the life I'm livin', want a trial?
Buy some twenty dollar shoes and walk a mile (Talk that talk)
I'm just tryna stay focused on my smile (Yeah)
And anything that's takin' that away just isn't worth it (Facts)
Should I take temporary losses for some future gains
Or is current pain bound to take away from present purpose (Talk that)
Is the present perfect or is it an endless circle (Woo)
I'm inclined to think the latter (Yeah)
Why do I try so hard to be a rapper?
When all of this is over only thing that matters
Is that I enjoyed the journey up the ladder
Next chapter (Yeah, uh), yeah (Uh, uh, uh yeah)
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