(Insanity)
I've been working for a year now
On this music nonstop like no one can interfere now
But I'm living in fear now
Cuz I woke up to this nightmare, I care about here now
Even when I sleep I'm awake, peek and I paint
A picture in my mind that's unreal that is fake
Thoughts enter my mind I should quit then I faint
Wake up like I'm blind couldn't see very straight, wait
I forgot to give my wifey a kiss before I left
No, wait, that was a dream that I had
She left you a year ago, accept it and clear your mind
Just look in the mirror tho, a shattered man is inside it
You were blinded and love did it to you
You were blinded and love did it to you
You were blinded and love did it to you
All I'm trying to say is 'don't let it fool you'
(Hook)
I am the blank page before you
I am the fine idea you crave
I live and breathe under the moon
And when you cross that bridge, I’ll come find you
(Jake Mackson)
Every time again, I feel the pain burning my soul away
Seeing Demons in the shadow
But reefer got me mellow
So Everyday Again I tell em, not today
They sleeping on the man though
Been dreaming bout the fans, shows
Leaving through the back door
Meeting with the bad girls
Praying for a next day
Cuz I've Been heartless and I've been broken hearted
But all along I was soul searching
I was lost cuz I was over cautious
And I was looking for the wrong person
But now it's all on me
We got lost cuz we hope we make out alive
Money liquor ladies homie, I ain't bout that life
Are Ye down to ride?
Or only act like ye is?
Stressing again, my thoughts lost in the wind
Try to love what I got cuz I'll be gone in the end, I'll be gone
(Hook)
I don’t have a skin like you do
To keep it all in like you do
I don’t have a soul like you
The only one I have is the one I stole from you?
(Jake Mackson)
I keep walking on this lonely road
I've been through shit, not even homies know
So I stopped believing in god or the Holy Ghost
Y'all don't even know me though
Romeo and Juliet love can be a fairy tale
It lets me down, but I keep my head up
Or At least I know the Mary will
With every pill, I come closer to my end
I know how it feels to be lonely as a man
I die for no one, not my homies nor my fam
Hope ye understand, I gotta keep it moving
Searching for the Land of the free
Let me speak to ye, but only as a friend
Let me pray for ye, got The Lord on my hand
My pencil as sword even before it began
I got lost in my thoughts, and they got lost in the wind
Let me die with ye, cuz I'll be gone in the end, I'll be gone
(Hook)
I don’t have a skin like you do
To keep it all in like you do
I don’t have a soul like you
The only one I have is the one I stole from you?
(Insanity)
I hide my emotions, highlighted the past
I died in a way that no one can understand
God damn, I ain't had a break in 4 years
Stuck in this circle, working, but is it worth it?
Cuz all the bullshit is getting to me it's all fear
But not fair, not there yet its cold here
Solo, I get it now it's all clear
They give a fuck about you until you're all there
All the way, but they disappear as quick as they came
I had enough of it all, I'm quitting this game
Not living at all better than live in pain
Cuz the way I feel now is inhumane
But he, save it, I don't need your sympathy
I know I got the strength in me, in me, the inner me
But riddle me this, the more love the more enemies
Fuck it I quit decided it this thing in me
(Hook)
I am the blank page before you
I am the fine idea you crave
I live and breathe under the moon
And when you cross that bridge, I’ll come find you
