[Verse 1]
Yeah well I'm a nerd, bitch
Take me by my word, bitch
If you think I'm lying well then you are just absurd, bitch
You know that you heard this
Keep my people lurchin'
We know that your best be straight up worse than my worst is
Actin' like an urchin
Aladdin but you're garbage
Actin' like you get the chicks but all night you just jerkin'
Vultures they be perchin'
Scavs always searchin'
For good stuff though so you know they fly ova' yo' person
*Vulture Sound*
[Verse 2]
Yeah, sorry, it's what I gotta be
Cut open my head and then you take a look inside o' me
What you see, what it be
Draenen full of brains and work is my philosophy
Back a g, I'm livin dreams
Droppin' like a spicy beat
Eat up all my red curry
If you don't catch what I'm doin' then you know that you ain't gotta see
Preaching like a prophecy
Probably just a wannabe
Baby please, on my knees
I'll show you up and stomp your beats;
Roots like an old oak tree
You cannot be choppin' me
Larghetto on piano if you want a piece of me
Calling put on hold please, takin' all your homies
Tryna put me under at least try to get to know me
If you good then show me
Ain't no need to blow me
Just need to know you're good to go or if you're feeling homely
It's a ceremony, how you fat and bony
Any rapper eat you up with cheese like macaroni
[Verse 3]
Yeah--no, you can check my ride though
If you think that you're the best then homie you are high though;
If you think I think I am lemme' tell you I don't
Ain't nobody possibly can hate me more than I loathe
Looking at my past and let it haunt me, that's my ghost
Judging all my choices thoughts, opinions, and even my clothes
Kinda been some time since I saw myself in high notes
Telling me I need some peace but I promise you that I know
Flying off the ground got me feelin' like my mind floats
Can’t grab my thoughts at all I don’t got a lifeboat
ADHD affecting me--I'm just a guy though:
If I get famous, hope it don’t change my mind bro
Humble-ing beginnings got me wishing I lived lies though
Glad I’m not as messed up as your janky age-ed dry flow
I’ll keep doing me if you do you just don’t drive my road
BLM, they my friends, if you hate, then die, chode
[Verse 4]
I mean look at us, what it be
Lives being ran like the KGB
Scared of being watched or on TV
Everybody strugglin’--anxiety
Pay bills buy meds but don’t be seen
Scared of therapists, hospitals, and remedies
Droppin out at a sign like “woe is me”
Droppin’ out of life all alone it seems
No head, no meds, feeling weight of my dread
Boots lead, feet dredged, off to work, yet again
Break pledge, fake friends, introspect yet again
Feel dead, ‘nuff said, one more round yet again
Thoughts sped, not fed, Fear wants to settle in
Worn treads, they said, car bills yet again
On read, done thread, in the trash yet again
Joy fled, fun bled, Self sabotagin' again
[Verse 5]
Yeah I’m always sick of people being one dimensional
If you think I care for that than please go trip fall down a hole
Survive it though so I can pick you up and I can help you mould
Always take the time to shape yourself it's just so logical
If you make yourself better than you’ll become unstoppable
Rap is more than clubs and girls, drinkin' and the Superbowl
Let your words guide you can start to farm a soul
Your grass is always greener if you take the time to help it grow
This is the time where I write all my confessions
Probably say some curses give advice and give some blessin's
I grow and you grow as long as we’re in acceptance
People of all types and from all of the professions
So take your time, heed all of these concessions
Enlightenment road, I'm searching for addresses
Don't expect perfection--I don't know what perfection is
These are some thoughts, I hope you get my messages
