[Verse]
Steal form the poor, my morality torn
Turned into a supervillain like Zev
Everybody got they foot in the door
Can't express how I feel, got mocked for speaking my heart
I'm sure that every time I write, my girl gotta knock 'cause she bored
And I don't wanna be sorry, shit feel like a chore
Mysterious in the gaze that you look with
I'm only human so this Adderall gon' make influences
Depressive state, let me know if you been there before
Through with shit been passеd on, don't know myself really and it's sad
I gotta bargain with the fеlling nobody even wanna see me
Still got scars from the war
I got dishes still in the sink 'cause the stairs won't dissipate
Focus on the worst 'cause every damage collateral
Tell em' thanks 'cause I don't really got no death wishes
But if some niggas departed, that would be great
Ain't got a lot of hate in my heart but it's burning for sure
I'm dealing with shit a lot better, still can't say it's resolved
Who gon' answer my calls, done saying it's no remorse 'cause I know
When I do some shit I know niggas gon' hate me for it
Rip the page 'cause the shit ass to me
Throw it on the floor, this shit really in beta mode
Overdosing on fish oil omegas
Don't nobody care 'bout they appearance till' police sketch them
I been up and down with my mood, it's insane weather
Re-dissect my body, my heart and my brain tethered
Respect my mind, be patient with me 'cause I'm slower than ever
They don't even listen to my lyrics, they just cruise to it
Bet when I diss a bitch nigga, everybody gon' sing to it
Move freely but my skin meshed, gradually hurting when we grow apart
I can see it on your face, smile went crooked
Hold you in my coat of arms tight
Wedding chords, everything according to what was sworn
Niggas got worn out 'cause they situationship wasn't they type
You know shit ain't right but you continue as such
Not quite a divine life for a pimply ass kid
Equivalent to a swarm of bees, he a masochist
How you one with air and wind but you just sit and stare
How you on this earth but beg to not breathe
Waster so scarce in a place full of flame
Satan rule inferno, the shame big as an arson, kid
Horns big as a shit, I stab my worries with them
This a Kurt Cobain feeling, spend the night twisted
Pass the mic but what niggas spittin' be so ignant
Sip the Kool-Aid, you don't even taste the death in it
Said I'm sitting in a room but I'm so distant
Past life kitchen experiences got fruit tasting ass
Just listen I'm really down bad
I crash out for my own business, I ain't acting lowkey
I'm just selfish, on the road for riches
Durag dance parties and bad decisions to come
Say the commander in the right position
The thought of the missed calls, I'm just getting pissed
Leave me on opened but you say you love me
I'm just used to this shit
Feeling like replacable getting to me
You prolly' just doing this for personal benefits
Sit in silence while you playing this crying game
I ain't ask for this pain
Painting a perfect picture to pen this scripture
Glided grimace what my face resemble
Used to reminisce bout' a fucking pencil
My anxiety and depression tussle
Hear my stories around the campfire
Seeing niggas in the bathroom scouting for wild shit
I'm finding out I got a lotta family with illnesses
Thinking bout' a alternate reality in the crib
I cause damage when I ain't even wanna, since birth
I promise all the tears gon' go away when you halfway down
The curtains closing, credits rolling
At long last, I can finally say that I'm proud of me
