[Hook]
Tell me why I'm waiting for someone
That couldn't give a fuck about me (no~)
[Verse 1]
Look had to give myself a minute cuz I wasn't ready
Heavy on the sentimental moments that we had together
Mad as ever, cuz I couldn't be the person that you needed me to be to make you happy, so we had to sever
Put a hole inside my chest, just like a cavity
It had to be, I had a chance to have it all. Damn shame
Got me shaking in my mainframe
You been on the blame game
Couldn't even try to make it make sense
Make it make sense
Breakin' down the problems that you bottle
When then tell me. Now we're fightin', let tha hate win
Like a fake friend tellin' everybody all the secrets that we bodied
I don't mean to be the problem
Now I'm finna make a notice
I won't sugarcoat it, you been playin' victim with your feelings
But you wouldn't show it
Chose to make an exit from the pressure
With the lecture, cuz it's better than the lie then, like it matters
Now I'm walking like my foot is broken
Cuz I shouted in tha foot
I'm writing novels in the book
It has me feelin' little shook
The way you robbed me like a crook
I'm tryna find myself again
I know it's probably what you took
You made it all about yourself
It's got me wrapping up the kush
Caption on the 'gram, it says you found another man
But yeah, we saw it all fall apart
And now I feel myself again
It's got me feelin' like a villain
I be fiendin' for the millions
Think I need a penicillin
Cuz this feels repetitive
Know I'm better than the men that you be lettin' in
Think I'm not the one to try, but I'm the one to try the most
Let us have a toast
You can feel the ghost
How you do tha most
You ain't wanna talk, I ain't gonna call
I ain't gonna 'tend, lookin' like a bitch
You uh bitch. Came in with the switch
I ain't with the mix, made me cringe
I been with the baddest in the city when I run around
Now you got a problem, cuz I'm out here tryna shut it down
[Hook]
Tell me why I'm waiting for someone
That couldn't give a fuck about me
[Verse 2]
Yeah
Let me start out with a sorry
I wish you knew that I loved you before
'Fore all the money when I was just poor
'Fore you got better an' said you need more
'Fore you learned how you could love your own body and denied the needs that I had begged you for
'Fore the prescriptions that never did work
I was prayin' for you while I knelt on tha floor
I was thanking myself now, but I'm gettin' some help now
To figure out the bitterness and why I never feelin' secure
'Fore I did belt out, but never did self doubt
Like every time you let me down and I never did learn
I hate the way I feel when the guilt tell me I deserve less
An' them suicide thoughts always gettin' my best
Put a 9 mill' bullet in the side of my head when I think, when I know that I'm better off dead
I know how you feel, but you threatened pills and I haven't forgotten
Say that I don't, but I been at the bottom
I tried to (?) from love that went rotten
Before my brother went and ended his life
Before my best friend died and couldn't get to tha light
Before the pain got the best of me, was willin' tuh fight
Now I'm just left in the dark until I can't even write
Now we look stupid
Using our boundaries just like a weapon
I guess that we're clueless
Look what we ruined
I saw it comin' and let this shit happen, I knew it
I wish that I was the one that you needed
I think you'd make it, I really believe it
I hope you win all them fights with your demons
When I say I love you, just know that I mean it
[Hook]
Tell me why I'm waiting for someone
That doesn't give a fuck about me
