[Intro]
(I don’t want it!)
[Chorus: Feziboy & scaration.]
All I wanted was to make you proud
I don’t want to speak again
I don’t want
I don’t want
I don’t want to speak again
(I don’t want it!)
All I’ll do is let you down
So, if you want that, be my guest
But I don’t want
(Shit)
I don’t want
(I guess it comes to this, huh?)
I don’t want to speak again
[Verse 1: scaration.]
Yeah, I don’t wanna speak again
I mean, not a single word
‘Cause I’m scared that I’ll get you hurt
And I'll let you down no matter ‘the hell I do
I mean, I’m trying, I’m trying my best to be better
I’m fighting against all odds
Just to make sure that you won't have to suffer, like, never
But it's too damn tough, it hurts too much
To see the person that made my life better end up like this
I mean, I know he did you wrong and it’s hard to move on
But, just ‘cause he's gone, ‘doesn't mean that you were the one that was wrong
Why don’t you get that you still got me?
As long as you got me and I got you
We'd be happy, no matter ‘the hell we do
At least that's how it's meant to be
But you keep on putting yourself down
I’m happy you’re in my life so why the hell ‘you trying to get out?
You need some rest
No matter ‘the hell you ever think of yourself
I still think that you are the best
You used to be so gorgeous
But now an empty shell is all that's left
And even though I’m dying out here, trying
You don't even look at me, it feels like I'm letting you down
You'd rather search for someone, even though I could give you a crown
And, every time I speak, you don’t listen, you avoid me
I’m afraid that I’ll never change
Yeah, I might never change, and I won't ever speak again!
[Refrain: Feziboy & scaration.]
(I don’t want it!)
Yeah, I might never change, and I won't ever speak again!
(I don’t want it!)
(I don’t want it!)
I don’t want to speak again
[Chorus: Feziboy & scaration.]
All I wanted was to make you proud
I don’t want to speak again
I don’t want
I don’t want
I don’t want to speak again
(I don’t want it!)
All I’ll do is let you down
So, if you want that, be my guest
But I don’t want
I don’t want
I don’t want to speak again
(I don’t want it!)
[Verse 2: Feziboy]
I’m stuck in it
And, every time I’m down
I don’t know what the fuck it is
Gonna take to get up and fix
My mistakes and just resist
Functioning like a puppet of my own brain
I’ve had enough of the maze, let’s cut to the chase
And cut the shit out
How the hell do I make up for this?
Yeah, I think it’s safe to say
I’ll never get to save the day
And I wish I could say today
Was the day I could simply make a change
I tried to rebel to break the chain!
So why do I still remain the same?
I was tired but I tried to be brave and wait
But then I lied to myself and made you pay!
I was gonna try to alter my tendencies
I’m tryna warn ya that I would stop but
It’s like a pocket, it’s in my genes
You’re more than a beautiful watch, you’re too important
I don’t want ya to cry coz of all the
Things I’ll do to cause ya inconveniencies
I don’t mean to be so eager to leave
But, it seems to me, I leave so eagle-y
But I flee like seagulls so, please, can you just leave me be?
We don’t need me to keep upsetting you now
You said that you’re proud
But I don’t believe you because I just keep repeatedly letting you down
[Chorus: Feziboy & scaration.]
All I wanted was to make you proud
I don’t want to speak again
I don’t want
I don’t want
I don’t want to speak again
(I don’t want it!)
All I’ll do is let you down
So, if you want that, be my guest
But I don’t want
I don’t want
I don’t want to speak again
(I don’t want it!)
[Outro: Feziboy]
I don’t want it!
I don’t want it!
I don’t want it!
I don’t want it!
