[Intro]
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[Verse 1]
I thought that we was fine
I mean, I really thought that every single time
Thought I could fix it with apologies, some weed and wine
Knew I wasn't perfect, but hopefully you could see my try
But them dreamy eyes were more than blind
I mean I saw the sun before you chose to cross the line
It had me question all divine
You wanted space? There was no more lines
I plead my case and you got more defiant
I had to hold my tongue
I glad I didn't open up and argue with you
The only thing I can control is me in the larger picture
I mean, no matter how you tell your side of things
You know the truth and the part you played in
All the die of things, say you don't
You felt the need to leave, 'cause you don't need me
Knew that I was grieving, now you want to be greezy and TMZ me
Hold up, that's what we're doing now?
You think that you just gon' cry and get off Kyle Rittenhouse
Oh, what the hell, even angels turn to devils
I know the scriptures well 'cause you been on some other level like you some kind of rebel
And I'm glad I finally seen the light
If God can't answer your question then who the fuck am I?
I'm sure you said something wicked, you love to testify to your followers
Specify when you was hollering and told me I needed to get a life
Away from yours like I was some rank minor
Replaceable, point to call like I was intend to swipe
And I ain't in my feelings, this here is facts and I'm just glad I'm on my way to healing
I wish my babies didn't have to endure the court appealing
Stop saying us when it was you making these dumb decisions
I gave you more than millions, I gave you more than loyalty, admit it
We saw love, it felt like my first every time we did it
I gave you everything, banquet
Fuck what I said, I'm in my feelings, on my Drake shit, kinda like
[Chorus]
You know what, you gon' see me out and winnin' when I roll up
I need you from the beginning, you'd be told, but
I guess I had to play the hand before the fold, don't come back when I reload (Ooh)
It's cold, but, we both thankful in the end that it's over
I'm glad that we ain't tryna end for the closure
Just let it go and I don't care what you'd been told
Don't come back when I reload
[Interlude]
Ooh, ooh
Yeah
You gotta hold me down
[Verse 2]
What's with all the Squid Games
We both adults, but you out here playing these kid games
And I'm set up to lose no matter the button I choose
I rather go to court and claim I'm insane
Thought about clearing out my mind, feeling the Cobain
You said I ruined your whole life like I was cocaine
And quit spilling my character flaws with no shame
Take my words and twist 'em up like this was soul train
I think it's so strange that you can say anything, I have to take it
You could say you ain't like it when you would see me naked
Tell you girls you hated fucking me and had to fake it
Trusting me wasn't an issue, marriage was a big mistake
And all the life you gave up for me, now you is we didn't date
Really never showed support, but you love eating off the plate
Whether things were good or bad, you always had a new complaint
You were never happy, but I'll tell your mind you ain't a saint
Listen
I been feeling low, I been getting high
Yeah, you took the kids, but I been getting by
And yeah I blocked the friends we had in common
I'm tired of what they think, the shit ain't soundin' right
I don't need no validation, I don't care who take who side
You can say the words about me, you did it in our married life
And I bow to never take a bow again
You ain't love me from the start, so let embrace the sour end
