[Intro: Fraxiom]
\nI've found somewhere I can go
\nWhen I've been a wretch
\nWhen I've been a fool and don't want you to know
\nWhen I'm disappointed and saying it wrong
\nWhen I forget every message in my songs
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\n[Chorus: Fraxiom]
\nSo I'll cry right now to make up for all the times where I could've let it out but I didn't
\nAnd you'll all freak out, you don't know what set me off, but I am not gonna stop till I'm dry
\nIn my mind right now, there's a panopticon spinnin' round tryna find out who did it
\nBet that you'll freak out, out of nowhere, cut you off 'cause I'm never gonna stop feelin' righteous
\nMake you cry right now, ooh, come on, let it out
\nShow me all that misery that you tell all your friends about
\nMake you yell at me, kinda like when you do
\nUsually a gentle person, but I get it out of you
\nLit a match one day and I threw it round my back, and I never looked back, now the fire's coming back around
\nI don't care that I burned it down
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\n[Verse 1: Fraxiom]
\nI'm a shallow person, dive into me, get your head hurt
\nI should put a sign up warning people not to do that
\nPassin' out in public, and I hit myself in private
\nIndifferent to life, and you can see it in my eyelids (Oh, no)
\nSomeone did it to me, act like it was something I did
\nTV on, light the J, never keep it quiet
\nNever sit in silence
\n'Cause when I remember my life and its details
\nIt makes me wanna get violent
\nAnd that's not good for the world
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\n[Chorus: Fraxiom]
\nSo I'll cry right now to make up for all the times when I wanted you to hurt but you didn't
\nAnd you'll lose your mind, you don't know what set me off, but I am not gonna stop till it's right
\nIn my mind right now, there's a panopticon and it's stopped, tellin' me that you did it
\nBet you won't freak out when I go and cut you off 'cause you knew that it was coming this time
\nMake you cry right now, motherfucker, let it flow
\nShow me all that misery that you put on me long ago
\nWanna yell at me, but you can't, 'cause I'm gone
\nUsually a gentle person, but I'm makin' you a monster
\nLit a match one day and I threw it round my back, and I never looked back, now the fire's coming back around
\nI don't even care that I burned it down
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\n[Verse 2: Fraxiom]
\nI remember 2019 when everybody actually liked me
\nAnd I had no beef because it was impossible to meet anybody so evil
\nAnd I knew so many more people who would call me up on a Friday
\nTo do ten over on the highway, to be there for me in the driveway
\nDon't ask me about where I've been
\nDon't ask me about what I know
\nDon't walk up to me begging me to unblock your ass at my own show
\nI'm the furthest thing from a celebrity
\nI'm a crash out with no identity and no integrity
\nI'm a parasite, I'm a grifter, I'm a-
\nTrying to own my freak
\nTrying to figure out why that's hard for me
\nI don't need no more opinions
\nI know my life's been a movie
\nAnd not no fun like The Minions
\nI pray to kink for forgiveness
\nAnd hope that somebody listens
\nI need a type of therapy that hasn't been invented yet
\nMaybe I need to make enough money to leave the internet
\nAnd I don't know
\nBut I just hope that friends of Bluey, fans of leather
\nKnow that I know that we flock the same feather
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\n[Breakdown: Fraxiom, Gupi]
\n(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
\nButterfly knife I won't put up a fight (Nunc me rogitas nunc consulis)
\nStabbing every petty thing into my chest so you can spite me (Empus abit am satist)
\nFrightening psyche, thunderbolts and lightning (Curse upon my town)
\nLightning, tightening, it's shorter than it might seem ('Cause they never wanted me to do shit)
\nAnd I'm just looking after myself (Can I meet you uptown at the station)
\nYou should do the same before you go and do this shit to somebody else ('Cause I downloaded all my appli-appli)
\nJust try to do what's best for your health (And I'm just tryna AirDrop something special)
\nWhile I'll block all of the pages that rate all my shitty songs like it's Yelp (Can Gupi turn the snare up one more level?)
\nAll eyes on me in the center of the ring just like a circus (Yeah)
\nNew iPod touch with the center camera thing that is a purchase (Yeah)
\nMy fags so mean when we go to Five Below make a disturbance (But I ride, fandom with no brand ties, I go phantom and you go on standby) (Yeah)
\nNo guilt on me when I light another up, 'cause I deserve this (I go to Target CVS at night-night-night-night) (Yeah, yeah)
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\n[Outro]
\n(And they usually laugh, and I laugh, 'cause it's sorta funny, you know?
\nYou know?
\nIt's nice to have a buddy. I wish I would've had this sooner
\nLove you guys, bye.)\n\n
