[Verse 1.1]
Underground trap artists, the bar is low like a speakeasy
In other words they ain’t spitting hard, y’all should look at me like I’m C-Breezy
Believe me, let’s see I wanna exceed what I got now
Wanna ride around with the top down
Now I’m getting interest like compound
That’s exponential no existential, I’m on the level you in the matrix
You flex the rental, that's detrimental
I’m next to mention with exclamation
Sure that it’s obvious now, your shit should not be allowed, yuh
You cannot copy this cockiness
I’ll just go sock you like Rocky or Pacquiao
[Verse 1.2]
I just madе a song in one day, baby voice and the baby facе
Got no choice it’s the only way, create or you’re going to fade
Born and raised in the trailer park
When I talk, man they close their ears
Closed hearts because my skin is dark
Suspended four times in half a year
[Verse 1.3]
Papa told me I’m a fuck up
Fuck you son, that’s tough love
7 bucks and hour and 50 won't cut it
But I gotta buck up
You talking still, like I cost a mil, I’m a walking bill
But fuck what you say to me, you can’t relate to me
I didn’t ask for this passion you bitch, this shit just came to me
[Bridge]
(I don’t know why, I need help)
I don’t know what's wrong, it’s been a while like this
I just have these feelings, sometimes I can’t fight the urges, I just
Fucking kill it niggas
[Verse 2.1]
I only fuck with it if it’s Prada
Catch the rabies, I’ma have to call your mama
They said little boy you ain’t getting to the commas
I’m here to say fuck you and all your drama
The unknown is scary, the cold ground we’re buried
In this life I carry the burden of them trying to take me
My idols are dead and I feel it breaking
My heart filled with death, fuck this life that I’m living
But I’ma keep my head up and spread positivity
Dodging and ducking cause I got agility
Got these abilities, they say it’s fake but it’s looking all real to me
[Verse 2.2]
I’m playing Russian Roulette, but I got 6 in the chamber
No I’m not suicidal I just like living for danger
I got some gold from a stranger like Jesus straight out the manger
But I’m nothing like Jesus, I don’t what I believe in
I try to figure it our
[Verse 2.3]
I try to figure my life out, fucking with the shit that I write now
Rapping out of spite and its lights out right now like how you finna find out
Neck cold like the coldest season, with the rosary I finna glow this evening
[Verse 2.4]
Smoking weed and I go for broke
Not sober, refer been taking tokes
I was raised in Duchesne, riding horses skirting reins
Rich kids doing cocaine, dirt roads drinking champagne
[Verse 2.5]
Good kid with a pink top and the earrings
But my life is destroyed
I feel like I’m fading away
Beyond it is another dimension
[Verse 2.6]
And in time I’m back in the void
Back in the void man I feel so annoyed
You all got a choice, all I hear is white noise
[Verse 2.7]
I finna destroy
My life is a loop and I’m stuck in the rat race
Still, you can’t compare to me
When I’m in my realm but I realize I wake up in hell
Just to deal, this my therapy
[Bridge]
(I don’t know why, I need help)
I tried to push against
But it just seems like everytime I tried to fight it
It pulls me back, and I just don’t know what to do
Fucking kill it niggas
[Interlude]
Delusions
He finds himself perpetually hungry for want of greatness in his diet
And like some goose stepping predecessors he searches for something to explain his hunger
And to rationalize why a world passes by him by without saluting
[Outro]
In his own twisted and distorted lexicon
Slowly drift away to the sound of my voice
