[Intro]
Tommy, turn the bass down
[Chorus]
Yeah, I was carryin' a whole ton of weight, shit thick like peanut butter
I was ridin' right past her crib, I ain't want to see my mother
'Cause her tears made me feel so cold, piercin' through my soul
Now hustle 'til the day I'm rich the only thing I know
And I swear that love and loyalty was the only thing I showed
Damn, my shorty gone, but I know he hear me, though
Chewin' on these Lortabs, I'm goin' up another dose
Hopin' I heal before all these drugs kill me, though
[Verse 1]
Feel like I'm racin' in Kentucky Derby, I'm goin' against time
Ayy, I couldn't let that hurt conquеr my mind
Save your love, I'ma need it, ayy
I got old vibes hauntin' likе demons, ayy
Can't help my OG at this moment, this shit like torture on me
Cup filled up with all my shame and it's just pourin' on me
Tryna occupy my mind with fetti, got me road runnin'
Doin' like 180, pray I don't make myself a crash dummy
But you can't duck that lonely feeling, ain't no hidin' from it
Paranoid, trippin' like I know somebody spyin' on me
Had to watch my own back in these streets, I got a spine from it
And when you been loyal since day one, you don't get a dime from it
I put my soul into this shit 'fore I made a dime from it
My brother got cerebral palsy, OG cryin' from it
I'm gettin' impatient behind this shit, I need some time from it
Been tryna heal, but it feel more like I'm dyin' from it
[Chorus]
Yeah, I was carryin' a whole ton of weight, shit thick like peanut butter
I was ridin' right past her crib, I ain't want to see my mother
'Cause her tears made me feel so cold, piercin' through my soul
Now hustle 'til the day I'm rich the only thing I know
And I swear that love and loyalty was the only thing I showed
Damn, my shorty gone, but I know he hear me, though
Chewin' on these Lortabs, I'm goin' up another dose
Hopin' I heal before all these drugs kill me, though
[Verse 2]
Yeah, I hope that I heal before all these drugs get rid of me
I was in the cell when lil' Cortney went through surgery
Still to this day, swear that shit just so unreal to me
When I got that news, my heart skipped a beat (Mhm)
Sometimes I wish that shit had happened to me (Mhm)
How your lil' seed just gon' grow up without you? (Mm, mm, mm)
Ain't no way I could let the world forget 'bout you-ou-ou
If a nigga try, I'ma let these shells fly (Boom, boom, boom, boom)
That shit consumed me, shorty, had me hyperventilatin' (Mhm)
Pain hittin' just like a bullet, yeah, that ho was penetratin'
Scars had covered my heart and lungs, I went numb
I fell down right to the ground, couldn't even barely stand up
How I'm 'posed to get through these days when you fucked the plans up?
Had to stop runnin' with niggas 'cause them boys was cancer
I had to stop fuckin' with niggas 'cause they wasn't a hundred
Fuck around and pop one of these niggas, keep it a hundred (Ayy)
[Chorus]
Yeah, I was carryin' a whole ton of weight, shit thick like peanut butter (Ayy, ayy)
I was ridin' right past her crib, I ain't want to see my mother (My mother, nah)
'Cause her tears made me feel so cold, piercin' through my soul (My soul)
Now hustle 'til the day I'm rich the only thing I know (Thing I know)
And I swear that love and loyalty was the only thing I showed (Thing I showed)
Damn, my shorty gone, but I know he hear me, though (I know he hear me, though)
Chewin' on these Lortabs, I'm goin' up another dose (Dose, another dose)
Hopin' I heal before all these drugs kill me, though
[Outro]
All these drugs kill me, though
Hopin' I heal before all these drugs— Nah
Before all these drugs kill me, though
Hope that I heal before all these drugs kill me, though
