[Intro]
God damn
Okay
Here we go
[Hook]
These are the dark days that I live in
What the fuck am I supposed to be saying
My life, it needs to start fixing
Fore I end up on a path of my own destruction
This despair, is anyone there
The louder the drums, the louder the air
I can't hear the silence, it is so bare
Me on my own, where do I go, I don't know so
[Verse 1]
I just stare at the wall in class, not paying attention
Somewhere along the lines it popped up, like an intervention
I didn't give a fuck anymore, I stopped caring
Studying, what the fuck is that, and that's not to mention
The stress on my mind all the time
Not healthy, but if you blackout that feeling in your mind
You feel a little different, you start to feel fine
Or as close as you can get to that in that time
The As and Bs turned to Cs and Ds
I'll be fine, I got this whole life ahead of me
So I told myself, but wouldn't you believe
What if I can't be a rapper, see
What in the world am I gonna do then
We all know colleges won't take me in with them
Grades, I gotta be better, I'll be a changed man
But I'm not, I just say that to myself again and again
[Hook]
These are the dark days that I live in
What the fuck am I supposed to be saying
My life, it needs to start fixing
Fore I end up on a path of my own destruction
This despair, is anyone there
The louder the drums, the louder the air
I can't hear the silence, it is so bare
Me on my own, where do I go, I don't know so
[Verse 2]
I just stare, God, I am an asshole
I say things I don't really mean just so
I can prove I'm angry like a bad bowl
Of the wrong place, wrong time of people I insult
I should really try to change my petty ways
Sometimes I regret what I say, others I don't, either way
What's done is done is what I say, but anyways
Am I actually gonna change
No, it's a shame, I know, but yo
This is the way I am, like a blade to your throat
One little slip, looks like you're done for
Don't fuck with me, I've said it before
I hate the fact that this is who I am
Somedays I do, somedays I don't give a damn
But when I say something to someone I'm close to, bam
I feel like a piece of shit, man
[Hook]
These are the dark days that I live in
What the fuck am I supposed to be saying
My life, it needs to start fixing
Fore I end up on a path of my own destruction
This despair, is anyone there
The louder the drums, the louder the air
I can't hear the silence, it is so bare
Me on my own, where do I go, I don't know so
[Verse 3]
I just stare, and I gotta ask where
In the fuck do I live, do I dare
Bring it up and therefore cause more despair
In this house of five, I'm the only child there
Does this add up to you, probably not
So let me explain: it's me, my dad and my mom
Don't forget about grandma and grandpa
Clearly I ain't got no mansion, ha-ha
Not the richest family, but we do get by
But why do I always gotta hear the lies
Saying that in terms of money, we're fine
Not to be a dick, but where's our house then, alright
But let me clear this up, I'm not from a hood
And in my head, at least I think, I'm doing pretty good
Not the best but it could be worse
But sometimes I hate these dark days where
[Hook]
These are the dark days that I live in
What the fuck am I supposed to be saying
My life, it needs to start fixing
Fore I end up on a path of my own destruction
This despair, is anyone there
The louder the drums, the louder the air
I can't hear the silence, it is so bare
Me on my own, where do I go, I don't know so
These are the dark days that I live in
What the fuck am I supposed to be saying
My life, it needs to start fixing
Fore I end up on a path of my own destruction
This despair, is anyone there
The louder the drums, the louder the air
I can't hear the silence, it is so bare
Me on my own, where do I go, I don't know so
