[Intro]
(Uh, ooh, mmm)
(Ah, oh, yeah)
(haunted)
[Verse 1]
There’s a lot that done happened (Lot), since I made the first (Since)
I’m still comprehending (I’m still comprehending) if it’s better or worse (Worse)
Death and love (Death), heart in a hearse (Hearse)
Overdose drugs (Overdose), callin’ Life Alert (‘Lert)
New Year’s Day, 2024, watched the ball drop, prayin’ to the lord (Yeah)
One day passed, mom gets sick, coughin’ up blood
Mouth full of binge drinking, beer cans spread across the desk (Damn, uh)
Seven bloody tissues to the left (Milwaukee’s Best)
I walked up to her, asked her what was wrong (Ah)
She said she could handle it, and so I left (Okay)
But I didn’t give up that easily (Uh)
Texted my brother and Kodi’, who needed me (Yeah, uh)
Called up his mother, they picked us up and dropped us off at the hospital (Uh, yeah, uh)
I said, “Goodbye,” watched her leavin’ me
Then I thought I prolly could rest easily (Bye)
Cousin picked me up, black pickup truck (Baow)
Get up in the bed, Kodi’ messaged me so much
I didn’t know what was goin’ on (I didn’t even know what was goin’ on)
‘Til my cousin told me really what was wrong (Rest in peace)
“Sorry, your mother didn’t make it” (Ah)
I was so appalled, tears already drawn
I still can’t cry to this day (I still can’t)
As if things couldn’t get worse, I watched the whole burial
Starin’ at my mother's grave (My mother’s grave)
She went out at 50, but told me at 45 she was lucky to be here that day, uh (45, uh)
[Chorus]
I thought it was me first, really thought I was the king
‘Til I saw her in a hearse when I got that heavenly ring (Uh, yeah)
Bloodclot, red beams, heart pours on a screen
I might not make it past until it’s after me (Until it’s after me)
[Verse 2]
Lemme tell you why it’s called “No Valentine” (No Valentine)
First, it was Kayla, Leilani, Elyssa (Elyssa)
I haven’t talked to ‘em since, but Kayla kept reminding me of the song and the picture (And the picture)
Met this girl named Elliana, friends called her Ellie (Deadly)
Beautiful woman, I got in contact to figure out, by my surprise, her best friend was Mikalia
Told Kayla I liked Elliana, got rejected, almost picked up the knife (Damn)
I waited for Kayla to give me another chance, no again (Suicide)
I moved on for a minute, then went back to Ellie
She informed me that she never liked me (She never liked me)
Dated me for about five days, then broke up, told me again she don’t like me (She don’t like me)
Just dated me for fun, met one more, but it didn’t feel the same (It didn’t feel the same)
And that Aniyah cheated anyway (She cheated)
Done robbed the love out of me
I just recently got love for E again (Got love)
Fell back in love ‘cause she a tease again (She a tease)
A 2-year date in my school had broke up, got with my friend, that’s right (Oliver, Charlie)
My friend admitted liking Elliana (Damn)
Told her, “Gorgeous,” and she felt the same
I stabbed myself in her honor (Stab, mm, mm, mm)
Sxlvdr kept pressing me about Kayla (Kayla)
‘Cause of some jokes, think I wanna date her (Date her)
After she said no another time, I really thought that shit was made up (No, uh)
She told me later she liked me, but not more than a friend
I told her I would rather have no one at all than pity my heart in pretend
I told her I would rather have no one at all than pity my heart in pretend
I told her I would rather have no one at all than pity my heart in pretend
[Chorus]
I thought it was me first (Me), really thought I was the king (Really thought I was)
‘Til I saw her in a hearse when I got that heavenly ring (Damn, got that)
Bloodclot, red beams, heart pours on a screen (Uh, heart pours)
I might not make it past until it’s after me (Until it’s after me)
[Guitar Break]
[Bridge]
I feel my heart burn
Uh
[Chorus]
I thought it was me first, really thought I was the king
‘Til I saw her in a hearse when I got that heavenly ring
Bloodclot, red beams, heart pours on a screen
I might not make it past until it’s after me
I thought it was me first, really thought I was the king
‘Til I saw her in a hearse when I got that heavenly ring
Bloodclot, red beams, heart pours on a screen
I might not make it past until it’s after me
