Now that i'm back from busting lies
That you would've said when we had stuff alligned
You went from telling me i'm a golden guy
To telling me i wasn't it, wasn't worth the fights
The further we came, the more i trust you, why?
Doing the same shit to me for you just to lie
It's not all my fault you're a slut for guys
Attention and dick, i think i need to justify
Conversations you said that could never function
I told you it's bullshit your head's rambunctious
I don't give you attention for one single night
And get told i'm not right for this head to fuck with
Talk about kids when we're half a month in
Look back on it, think how the fuck i sucked in
All the lies that you spread, Would not fly in my hеad
When the time that i had, was a rеproduction
Of the self i developed, i was gaining stomach
Not happy with body, you saying it's not bad
As long as you'd like it that's all that i would have
Been going for if this shit still went to collab
My mental kept draining, i might need to collapse
For me to restart i kept saying to hold back
I kept giving all but it never would roll back
Kept getting responses like god you did so bad
Could've fixed this, you missed all of the details
You could try what you want, it would always just be failed
If not fallen to pieces, assumed that your knee will
Mental took over said i still want you with me girl
But that was the prob, all the love was the cost
Of the god that i got, in my heart it was locked
And this might come in hard, you know what you thought
But baby just because you wander doesn't mean you're lost
All the lies that you got, men your life is wasted
With the eyes of a hawk, i just kinda gazed it
In the mind and my heart, I describe behaviors
Of your life in the love like the wine you're tasting
You moved in my crib but i guess it still seemed
Decisions you did would not work with bitch dreams
Eating more fit, You need vitamin D
That's why you hopped on and off guys for whipped cream
And it's sad, why? your sickness partly
Is the reason why you don't earn this money
These guys you swipe, till one will party
At the fact that he needs to treat you like barbie
Still you bitch how, i am glad i ditched out
If i stayed a bit longer i would not be picked now
Cuz you're so rich now, you found this big proud
Dude that treats you like you own a pink house
And maybe when you're listening to all the words i'm spitting
Lemme get you close and tell you why you're worse than any citiz-en
Not only did you use me and my mom for your own privilege
You talk behind my back like i never tried it was me who let it slip
It was not even accurate, assume my mom was eavesdropping you when
You talked to the guy while planning if, he wanted to meet up in a place
Where you'd probably let him frick, I hope he takes it nice, now you
Tell him he's got the better dick
You like em average, but take the fattest dick, if he just
Got a bit of manly rizz and you will get at it. unpack your shit and make
Your ass go sit, into combative kind of stances, i just need to ask you this
I need some answers for my head that is
Why you leave while you mention
That love does not need perfection
So then my flaws come out, you say it's not about
The amount of affection
But then here is my question
There's something i was expecting
You was gonna feel fond, of a guy in 3 months
And you did, How's that reflection?
