[Hook: Hailen]
Every day and night when I think about life, all that I'm doing is struggle and fight
But it's hard to do for me to keep on track, so I'm fighting for my life, for the right
Every day and night when I think about life, all that I'm doing is struggle and fight
But it's hard to do for me to keep on track, so I'm fighting for my life, for the right
[Verse 1: Hailen]
Every day when I'm fighting for my life, everybody's saying that I really shouldn't fight this
People really saying that I wasn't gonna make it, telling me to give it up now, I don't like it
They don't know it, but I'ma go ahead and tell them motherfuckers what I'm really going through
All of my life, I was being abused, I was being neglected too, never had a lot to prove
(You already said that) But I want to repeat that 'cause the people never really get it, so I...
Have to do this, so that they can really understand what I'm going through the day and the night
But the demons that I'm trying to fight against are telling me to stop right now and give it up
But I hear God when He's up in my head, just telling me to stay alive and get this shit up
All the years from the pain that I was given, all the years from the hurt that I'm feeling
All the years from the struggling, the fighting, everybody gon' be telling me I'll never keep it real and
Never gonna make it in the game for the fame, it ain't never gonna be the same yet again
Shit will never change 'cause it is what it is, but I'ma keep it going every now and then
That's it, it's the very last time that you're gonna doubt me 'cause you're being fucking mean
Your behavior is unacceptable, unprofessional, you should come clean
Been there, done that, said that, well I'ma keep it going till the day I die
Till the day is over, till my life is over, and with viXil here, we can tell you why
[Hook: Hailen]
Every day and night when I think about life, all that I'm doing is struggle and fight
But it's hard to do for me to keep on track, so I'm fighting for my life, for the right
Every day and night when I think about life, all that I'm doing is struggle and fight
But it's hard to do for me to keep on track, so I'm fighting for my life, for the right
[Verse 2: viXil]
Hey vix, I'm that voice in your head, the one telling you that you're better off dead
The screaming, plus what you are seeing, the same monster that is from under the bed
So tell me, you wrote the words, but who thought of them? The voice you tried to avoid with the wrong defense
And excuse for your lack of competence, but where's your confidence?
Sometimes I ask the question, I write the texts, but never send the message
Sometimes I even stress it, I don't even know what sometimes when I'm stressing
I get so lost in my conscience, I get so locked in, and that's the problem
I don't even know what caused it, I don't even know if I can solve it
Have I lost it? Have I lost it? I don't even know, maybe I should just try to let it go
Like I've always said before, don't let them know
I would, but something just lit up inside, I picked up a pencil, and started to write
Every single rhyme I could think of in my mind, that's when I felt a big change in my life
I continued to write, and I continued to grind, it's like I'm building up a whole new pride
Then toward the end of the night, the music is my best escape, like my personal getaway
This will take a moment, OK? It won't be safe, that's why I do this very day
Fighting every day for my own life
[Hook: Hailen]
Every day and night when I think about life, all that I'm doing is struggle and fight
But it's hard to do for me to keep on track, so I'm fighting for my life, for the right
Every day and night when I think about life, all that I'm doing is struggle and fight
But it's hard to do for me to keep on track, so I'm fighting for my life, for the right
