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​really did Lyrics by ​halide

ashberry

2020

[Intro]
"My aunts, and other people could see how hurt I was
And I didn't want anyone to see- to be able to tell that I was...hurt."

[Chorus]
I can’t take back this whole mess that I been making
Am I overthinking has my mind been playing games
Is it really that bad, is it in the past now?
Am I tripping, have I finally found out?
I’ve been a total idiot
And downplayed what I really meant
And now it seems real evident
Didn’t understand what I really did

[Verse 1]
Started all on a sunset one night
On the wall, pockets full and candy-lined
Talked to me about all your problems
And how you couldn’t solve em
Now, I wanna pack up my bags
I wanna wave my white flag
Cause I need to breathe, I need to see
Just a couple more laps, I’ll run until I collapse
Cause running from my issues is what got me where I’m at
I don’t know where I’m going but I know I’m going dow-
"We interrupt this program to bring you a special report"

[Chorus]
I can’t take back this whole mess that I been making
Am I overthinking has my mind been playing games
Is it really that bad, is it in the past now?
Am I tripping, have I finally found out?
I’ve been a total idiot and downplayed what I really meant
And now it seems real evident
Didn’t understand what I really did

[Verse 2]
Second Halloween, summertime memory
In the back of my mind like a documentary
Didn’t want to last like wintergreen
Can’t back out this time
Now I’m feeling like your enemy
Fucked up my perception of trust
And now a “what’s up” got me feeling like I’m getting brushed
Fucked up my perception of love
And now I’m broken into pieces
Trying to clean it up
Sometimes I don’t know where I’m going
But I know that I’m going down
I’m going down

[Outro]
Sometimes I don’t know what to feel
Psychedelic episodes, got me thinking it’s real
I can’t take back this whole mess that I been making
Am I overthinking has my mind been playing games
Is it really that bad, is it in the past now?
Am I tripping, have I finally found out?
What I really, what I really did
Credits
​halide

​halide

About “​really did” by ​halide

Read the complete lyrics to "​really did" by ​halide from the album "ashberry" in 2020. On Lyrks you can follow along with the full text, explore the artist's discography, and discover related songs. The track is often categorized under Pop, Hyperpop.

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"​really did" is credited to ​halide. Songwriting credits may include additional writers listed on the release; check the credits section on this page for linked collaborators.

"​really did" appears on "ashberry" in 2020.

Visit the ​halide artist page at /artist/halide for biography, popular tracks, and links to more lyric pages.

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