[$hine$hine - Intro]
Hey, I just wanted to tell you that I always think about you
Beside all of the bad things happend and the bad things we did to each other, I still love you the same, I still remember the happy things we had in the past
I remember the words that we said to each other
The lovely things you said to me
I remember literally every moment and good times what we had
I remember how you craved into my arms that I felt like nothing will ever stop us
Oh yeah, I loved that so much
And I miss your voice, your beautiful face, your lips, your laugh, your mind, your eyes
To be honest, I fuckin' miss everything about you
And you know sometimes I feel like you never really deserved me at all
And yeah, there were times when I didn't deserve you, but fuck that, cuz I'm still fuckin here
We promised this shit together and forever
And you know I'm still fuckin' right here with my depression or whatever, with my melancholic, or whatever
I don't give a fuck
Just drinkin' my wine, gettin drunked, smokin green
Hoping that these things will help to forget you, but not at all
I'm dying because of somebody who never really loved me, I guess so
I'm dying because of somebody who told me after many years, after the last break up, that she wouldn't even come to my funeral, while I was cryin beacuse of the break up, while I was lost and broke, while I was holding a knife to kill myself
So, she never really loved me, I guess so, huh?
Rest in peace for me
Ps
I really loved you though
[Verse1 - $hine$hine]
I don't wanna do this anymore
I just want to kill myself, kill myself
Because of you, I can't never be myself
I don't wanna do this anymore, throw me the fuckin' pills
I just wanna die and go to sleep
Never wake up anymore, never wake up anymore
I dont wanna do this shit anymore, I dont wanna do this shit anymore
I've got real friends, good family
But now, I gonna die and leave them behind, I'm sorry
But I can't do this shit anymore, I can't do this shit anymore
Man, I don't want this pain no more
Everyday prayin' for your love, prayin' for you
I feel like there is no god no more
Man, I dont want to say this loud out no more
I just wanted you to love me more, I just wanted you to love me more
Yeah, yeah
I just wanted you to love me more
More and more
Yeah, yeah
[Chorus - $hine$hine]
Oh my god, show me the white light
Feel like this is not my time
Cuz she will never be at my side
Yeah, I might kill myself this night
Moon and stars I see all night
Really beautiful, huh?
I can feel it, but where is my miracle, huh?
Wanna see her with my eyes all day long
In her white wedding dress and I might not kill myself
To have you now, would be a bless
And I would never be so stressed
Girl I don't wanna die , girl I don't wanna die
Love you so bad
Yeah, that's why I die now, yeah
You don't love me
Maybe you have another man, yeah
That's why I die now
Maybe I'll replaced to another place
Where you will be there for me and you will be mine
But now, I'm gonna fuckin' die now
Yeah, I'm gonna fuckin 'die now
Yeah, I'm gonna fuckin' die now
Die now, yeah
I'm gonna fuckin' die now
Yeah, I'm gonna fuckin' die now
[Verse2 - $hine$hine]
Nah, nigga will die now
He was some special romantic and emotional boy
Girls played with his heart like a toy
He was tough, he was lover not a loser
Rest in peace champ, you were the real man
Fuck girls, fuck bitches
Crazy girls, crazy bitches
That's why he killed himself
He just really wanted real love and to give all the feelings out from himself
And look, crazy girls, crazy bithces
That's why he killed himself
Bye bye world
I really loved the good times I had, but now I'm gonna die
Ps
I still love you girl
Now i just gotta go, bye bye
Let me die now, cuz you never loved me
If you love me now, you just gotta call me
Right fuckin' now
I don't want no text, just fuckin' call me now
[Chorus - $hine$hine]
Oh my god, show me the white light
Feel like this is not my time
Cuz she will never be at my side
Yeah, I might kill myself this night
Moon and stars I see all night
Really beautiful, huh?
I can feel it, but where is my miracle, huh?
Wanna see her with my eyes all day long
In her white wedding dress and I might not kill myself
To have you now, would be a bless
And I would never be so stressed
Girl I don't wanna die , girl I don't wanna die
Love you so bad
Yeah, that's why I die now, yeah
You don't love me
Maybe you have another man, yeah
That's why I die now
Maybe I'll replaced to another place
Where you will be there for me and you will be mine
But now, I'm gonna fuckin' die now
Yeah, I'm gonna fuckin 'die now
Yeah, I'm gonna fuckin' die now
Die now, yeah
I'm gonna fuckin' die now
[outro - $hine$hine]
If you love me now, you just gotta call me
Maybe after I die, you will love me
