Freed of this curse
You need me so it hurts
Talking I don’t need you
Truth cause yapping makes me leave you
I don’t believe you, you just don’t want to admit
I can read you, from the lips
Like I’m deaf, my ear ripped
Vincent van Gogh, that’s his shit
Well sorry hun
I can understand you want this man to show you himself again
Talking about being friends, but too scared to ask
Want me to change my stand, cause I used to do that
Got stronger, I’m a kung fu cat
Don’t confuse yet with earlier yets
Things done changed, we got estranged
It’s fate it seems, your behavior ruins that you’re great to me
But I guess that’s up to you
I might open the gates once again, let you through
But I guess it’s not that situation
I still wish you well in good relation
Cause you were part of this creation
Thank miss, I’m changing
Crazy, how far I’ve traveled, how much I’ve seen
Mysteries unraveled, the soul now is clean
Seems like I’ve reached the promised land
The land for the honest man
Now I’ve met this new girl, still dishonest
While she’s trying to do crazy things, get wanted
By me, but fuck it, cause I remain free
Playing games, still the same, trying to change who I wanna be
And who I wanna see, like fuck it, I’m remaining G
With the contrast of being the one the con blasts
The hero, catching shots like De Niro, I want that
Cause being who I am ain’t no fun man
People constantly pulling, and it’s stupid how I hang on that
Cause I should just say fuck it, put myself on a higher place
Putting myself in a fighter state, but stuck on this writer’s crate
This block, like I’m in shock, cause I’m kinda like a fire place
You have to fuel me, and I’ll spit like the jewel I be
But leaving me in the trash is a cruel deed
And I understand most men do this, cause they can’t duel me
But I’m caught up in this, searching for the promised
Don’t argue with fools, try to be the calmest
And you’ll go the longest
Crazy, how far I’ve traveled, how much I’ve seen
Mysteries unraveled, the soul now is clean
Seems like I’ve reached the promised land
The land for the honest man
But now every day is my day, found my own sacred place
Right up in my mind, peace is what I find, so this is my favorite place
Crazy how this here is just a basic space
But it’s how it’s supposed to, where I want to go to, showing ya’ll my ‘I made it-face’
Filled with this feeling, these thoughts stinging
Of me losing track, in the back, at the beginning
But now I’m winning, never will stop the sinning
But I’ve finally started swimming, keeping my head above the surface
All these words I’m bringing, I believe I’ve found my purpose
Not giving in to my human urges, still feeling like a clown in the circus
Like I gotta perform, but now I have sworn, that I am gonna burn this
Mind state down, finding greats now, humanity fades now
But it will stay how? It’s just fate, ouch
Ouch? Yes it will bring pain, but fading will make it never be the same
So now I’m on the spot, grinding till my body rots
My mind on the top, and I know I will continue to grab some shots
I might fall down, but I will once again climb the mountain
And feel like I’ve got the spirit of a thousand
So then I shouted:
Crazy, how far I’ve traveled, how much I’ve seen
Mysteries unraveled, the soul now is clean
Seems like I’ve reached the promised land
The land for the honest man
