[Chorus]
Light me up a cigarette and put it in my mouth
You're the only one that wants me around
And I can think of a thousand reasons why
I don't believe in you, I don't believe in you
[Verse 1]
I meet a new girl, matter of weeks
And we're madly in love
It's like, "What's the matter with me?"
That's what happens when you're fucked up
You're believing it's fate
Feeling, "Please don't let this next one be a mistake"
But something's changing
And right now it beats from my chest
We both did wrong in the past, I believe we're a mess
Put your 100 percent trust in something you need to invest
If our new relationship will ever be a success
Yes, we all got a past, I know mine's worse than most
Judge me, then leave, believe you won't be the first to go
But you would know better, I know you been a home wrecker
You into drugs too, never-ending coke bender
Two to tango, are you an angel?
I guess that makes me the demon that removed your halo
I say my aim is love, but it's never enough
Its been so rough, invest my trust, keep gettin' crushed
[Chorus]
Light me up a cigarette and put it in my mouth
You're the only one that wants me around
And I can think of a thousand reasons why
I don't believe in you, I don't believe in you
[Verse 2]
If we are soulmates, with true love, as best friends
If we are these we'll be together 'til deathbed
The bottle-chuggin' booze from it
Daily you're not the new substance
Drug-infuse fuckin' just consume from it
All my exes try to keep me clean, they're some dumb women
It becomes different when your love interest
Is with you on your drug binges
I try to find my perfect match, I've been huntin' long
She great, lets me be me, I feel I'm doin' nothin' wrong
Don't wrong up the path, for you I'll be an amazin' man
You can feel that realness in my blood
When you shake my hand
Set a life course, meet a woman, change my plans
It falls apart, be with the next bitch, just the way I am
And I know all the people can relate
Lost love, that one thing that just been keepin' us awake
What's the point of sleepin'? Just to see another day?
When our relationships been changin'
All the dreams that we create—so think about it
I'll drink a thousand shots of liquor, pound it
Pitcher drownin' and reach a point
Where I can't sleep a wink without it
So now I ask myself if this is love
Or we're just a couple of idiots addicted to drugs
[Chorus]
Light me up a cigarette and put it in my mouth
You're the only one that wants me around
And I can think of a thousand reasons why
I don't believe in you, I don't believe in you
[Verse 3]
Stop! 'Cause I don't wanna fight
I don't wanna scream no more
Why would I need to sleep
When you been what I'm dreamin' for?
There'll be nothin' left to love you with
When my heart doesn't beat no more
If we're addicted to each other
Then these drugs, we don't need no more
No sleep for five days, we won't stay up for six
We both said we love this shit, there's no way for us to live
So much potential, the drugs changin' it all
It's wrong comin' through from a blackout
To bloodstains on the wall
Baby, I don't wanna live this way, neither do you
But I don't know how to quit this way, I'm feeling confused
It's not each other, it's reality we're losin' touch with
Why do we do this, always usin' this abusive substance?
I grew to love this, but it soon becomin' too destructive
They always told me that the Devil would be too seductive
Bonnie and Clyde shit, my hard rock shorty
Load up the needle, even tie my arm off for me
That's our love story, as fucked up as it is
Still we stay together makin' it much tougher to quit
But this is how I live, sacrificin' my respect
I'm so used to abusive relationships it's crazy what I accept
'Cause this isn't pride or jealousy that's inside
We both know we wanna go, we're not tellin' each other why
We swear we'd share our love, we're tellin' each other lies
We'll be together forever, we're helpin' each other die
[Chorus]
Light me up a cigarette and put it in my mouth
You're the only one that wants me around
And I can think of a thousand reasons why
I don't believe in you, I don't believe in you
