[Intro]
Sqweezey tell ‘em how to make a hit!
[Chorus]
Thinkin’ ‘bout better days, livin’ in these harder days
Feeling left out socially in a room full of people on holidays
I done got robbed so many times ‘bout my love but you can’t take my heart away
I promise I’ma ball today, I’ll pick myself if I fall today
Thinkin’ ‘bout better days, livin’ in these harder days
Feeling left out socially in a room full of people on holidays
I done got robbed so many times ‘bout my love but you can’t take my heart away
I promise I’ma ball today, I’ll pick myself if I fall today
[Verse 1]
You live by the gun, you gone die ‘bout it
I done been through so much, I don’t cry ‘bout it
High on thoughts so I might as well fly privatе
I overthink, that’s why I mainly lie ‘bout
They need hеlp, I’m the first to do the dash but I realized I gotta watch my mileage
Whether not if I’m wrong or right, either way, I know my niggas gone slide ‘bout it
Every friend I done tried to make done fucked me over, that’s why I trust issues
It’s so hard putting trust in you, asking myself if there’s love in you
Steady fighting demons in my sleep, dripping tears on my sheets, I’m not comfortable
But with all of this pain going on, I promised myself I would comfort you
Thinkin’ back and forth like ‘is it worth it?’
I get nervous, ‘cause I’m hurtin’
I stay quiet, don’t wan’ be a burden
Ain’t got patience, so nothing’s for certain
Gotta understand that I’m just a man in his starting days so I’m workin’
Before I trust a man, rather cut my hand, my mistake but nah I’m not a surgeon
[Chorus]
Thinkin’ ‘bout better days, livin’ in these harder days
Feeling left out socially in a room full of people on holidays
I done got robbed so many times ‘bout my love but you can’t take my heart away
I promise I’ma ball today, I’ll pick myself if I fall today
Thinkin’ ‘bout better days, livin’ in these harder days
Feeling left out socially in a room full of people on holidays
I done got robbed so many times ‘bout my love but you can’t take my heart away
I promise I’ma ball today, I’ll pick myself if I fall today
[Verse 2]
I can’t show no more sympathy
‘Cause when no one was feeling me, I felt they energy
Thoughts of watching you leave by my side is killing me
I really thought you was into me
Rather dream ‘bout you leaving a thousand times than having to witness that physically
I play dumg but I’m smarter in my mind, keep a G in case they wan’ get rid of me
It’s so hard to love me, I overthink
Every second I feel like you leave
Feeling lonely, I’m always left on seen
Crushed my feelings then left and let me bleed
Put a lock on my heart and burned the key
Reassurance is all a nigga need
I fall back and I promise I won’t speak
That’s just how my mentality fuck with me
This that real shit, you gone feel this
Trackhawk murdered out but I don’t kill shit
And it’s still fuck the system, even they broke or even if they real rich
Got too much on my mind, I can’t cope with my pride, it’s a lot of problems that I deal with
If you here by my side, I promise I’ma ride, I thank God for blessing me with real Jits
[Chorus]
Thinkin’ ‘bout better days, livin’ in these harder days
Feeling left out socially in a room full of people on holidays
I done got robbed so many times ‘bout my love but you can’t take my heart away
I promise I’ma ball today, I’ll pick myself if I fall today
Thinkin’ ‘bout better days, livin’ in these harder days
Feeling left out socially in a room full of people on holidays
I done got robbed so many times ‘bout my love but you can’t take my heart away
I promise I’ma ball today, I’ll pick myself if I fall today
