[Intro]
I don't wanna see it
I don't wanna see
I don't wanna see it
I don't wanna see it fade away
I don't wanna see it
I don't wanna see
I don't wanna see it
I don't wanna see it fade away
I don't wanna see it
I don't wanna see
I don't wanna see it
I don't wanna see it fade away
[Verse 1]
I'm so sick of writing songs so filled with my pain
Sunshine fills my brain with migraines
I strain, everyday I work hard
Live how I live, homeboy you'd be scarred
My window pane could tell you my dreams
Nightmares, anywhere in between
With two hands held, I pray for a great sleep
Dear Lord, help me escape this ways deep
I don't pop collars, I pop shoulders
I got chips on 'em, they're like boulders
I put trust in me, 'cause I don't wanna trust you
Let me find my way, and then I come and find you
'Til then, stay close, watch me break rules
Make moves out on the court and shake fools
Ahead of the game, they'll call me Big Ben
I gotta win, end what I do with the pen, uh
[Chorus]
I don't wanna see it fade away
I don't wanna see it fade away
Puttin' work in, pullin' up stops to blow minds
No time, holdin' it downs a slow grind
I don't wanna see it fade away
I don't wanna see it fade away
What I've been through, keepin' my head up
I never let up after everything I've done
Everything I am, everything
[Verse 2]
It's all just a test who's blessed or better than
The next best thing, who's fresh or veteran
Put your best foot forward
Then it's settled when you confess 'em no less, the best at what I've been
Taped up, flow back, fitted with new ones
High noon, wild wild west with two guns
Obsessed with everything
I'm willing to ride, willing to die
For everything I'm spilling inside
See I've been through it
When the worst came to me, put my pen to it
When it hurts and I bleed, 'cause I've done that
No one to save me, homie run that
Your jewels'll pay me
Call me a sinner but I strive to live
Everything in my heart that I'm dying to give
Don't try to talk about a peaceful route
At the last minute when you see that piece come out, haha
[Chorus]
I don't wanna see it fade away
I don't wanna see it fade away
Puttin' work in, pullin' up stops to blow minds
No time, holdin' it downs a slow grind
I don't wanna see it fade away
I don't wanna see it fade away
What I've been through, keepin' my head up
I never let up after everything I've done
Everything I am, everything
[Verse 3]
See, I've gotta find strength to fight my own demons
Even when I'm down, you can't hear me screaming
No time to lose for pain or death
'Cause the man upstairs doesn't cater to threats
I payed my dues somewhere between Heaven and Hell
With the penny inside a wishing well
Don't tell me about where I'm headed
If you think you've done shit for me, just forget it
I'm nice, precise and so sharp
Like a Ginsu knife, I'll slice you apart
Too much pressure inside to handle it
This anger built up, just need some management
I'm a loose cannon about to blow up
I gotta fight back and my eyes are closed shut
I gotta be one of the best or top three
And there's nothing you can do in this world to stop me
Tell 'em
[Chorus]
I don't wanna see it fade away
I don't wanna see it fade away
Puttin' work in, pullin' up stops to blow minds
No time, holdin' it downs a slow grind
I don't wanna see it fade away
I don't wanna see it fade away
What I've been through, keepin' my head up
I never let up after everything I've done
Everything I am, everything
I don't wanna see it fade away
I don't wanna see it fade away
Puttin' work in, pullin' up stops to blow minds
No time, holdin' it downs a slow grind
I don't wanna see it fade away
I don't wanna see it fade away
What I've been through, keepin' my head up
I never let up after everything I've done
Everything I am, everything
[Outro]
I don't wanna see it
I don't wanna see
I don't wanna see it
I don't wanna see it fade
I don't wanna see it
I don't wanna see
I don't wanna see it
I don't wanna see it fade away
I don't wanna see it
I don't wanna see
I don't wanna see it
I don't wanna see it fade away
I don't wanna see it
I don't wanna see
I don't wanna see it
I don't wanna see it fade away
