[Produced by AC!D Rain]
[Intro]
Who am I to start interrogation?
I was always back until you saved him
I had no intent on litigation, uh
Take me to your crib and hit the pavement, uh
I was always there to be your patient, uh
You were always there, the pain was vacant
In my mind, the power gave him
Godly fear and domination, uh
I’ve not been intimidated
'Less it’s death then we adjacent, uh
I got love for all the haters
Fuel my grind and it’s amazing, uh
[Verse 1]
Tellin’ all these people who I am
I expected nothin’ if it wasn’t in my hands
I been workin’ on my flow since I learned I was damned
If I couldn’t make it here then I would make it in the end
I started as a civi', now the prospect is fucked
I would've made it through if they had really given one
It’s fortunate for me, regardless I'ma stay up
If I got a mic and ramen, bitch I already won
They wanna see me fail - a losin’ battle they fightin’
'Cause only standard of success is all the bars that I’m writin’
All the nights that I cried will all amount to the titan
It stands among the gods and at the end of all time I’m
Springin’ into action
Nobody is movin’ when they talkin' to the mac and
Nobody can count on motherfuckers, they be cappin'
Got her speakin' tongues, that pussy got me speakin’ Latin
When the plan fails, do we all lose our life?
It’s me mama, sing, please, I been given types
I’m dyin’ of thirst, I'm dyin’ of thirst, these thoughts, they got me thinkin’ the worst
Pickin’ the first and skippin' on church
The many coerced, I made it I’m cursed
I did it for money, I did it for bitches, I did it for her
I did it for fame, I did it for riches, I did it for yearns
Of many more things that I could never put in words
I’m thinkin’ with no clarity, apparently, havin’ me in the carrying
Was a bastardly travesty, what they would have from me
Gentrification of insanity, but half of me ain’t takin’ orders
It’s the border from me and your majesty
I talk to people 'bout their mental health
But if I can’t take my advice then what the fuck is that wealth
I can’t live this life to live it, what does that mean for winnin’?
If it all goes to a husk it’s better off if I quit it, I’m in it
In the trenches, of my own thoughts
I couldn’t save him now, that’s all that’s in my notebooks
It’s an obsession, of my own transgressions
How will I feel when I’m my own damn deadly weapon?
[Break]
Absolute power corrupts absolutely
Uh
[Bridge]
I can feel your body and your soul, you keep me breathing though
I can feel your silence, it tells me all that I need to know
I can feel disdain for me, please don’t get on my reasons you
Don’t ask questions that you're not prepared to see the meanings to
[Verse 2]
Delicate circumstances circumvent necessity
I got a lot of problems, yeah I got a lot of enemies
An enemy of an enemy is an enemy that’s kinda friendly
Until the threat is checked for me, then they just want a check from me
Allegedly, I speak on names and fame comes then direct from me
But when he speaks, I got these threats, they're inside from my letters, please
Check for me, when I’m in the dust you can attack my greed
Just please leave me alive in time so I can leave my lungs to breathe *breathing*
I’ve made amends with the fact I ain’t shit
I’ve made amends, my life will end with me dead in a pit
I’ve made amends, the fact I’ve never grown shows you a bit
I’m on the end, can see that death been on work for a shift
I just move on with my vision
Can’t tell if this is real or nah, can’t make that distinction
Never could and never will so I keep on in prison
Just promise at the end of all we stay in unison, uh!
