It's hard to write out what I feel
When I, I just cannot tell what is real
No I’m, sittin on this ferris wheel
Goin round in circles. It has some appeal, Yea, yea
At least I know what to expect. To reflect
When I have to, how to circumvent
To reject. To push to keep from that regret
I ain’t tryin to get hurt again
Got a few who call me friend, I ain’t needing more
Tell ya man with me and life it ain’t an even score
No I’ve scored a couple points but life got even more
Always get myself run ovеr when I’m needin force
Don’t give mе the torch, I can’t hold that. I ain’t got the strength today
Take away this shame and these Greyer shades
Fade away, blowin smoke above the paper tray
Break from pain...
Please, please..
Take Take Take away this pressure
I’m barely holding on. I’m drifting round these circles
I just need a breath to take another
I'm stuck here and I wonder if i’ll ever get away from this ferris wheel
It's hard to write out what I feel
When I, I just cannot tell what is real
No I’m sittin on this ferris wheel
Goin round in circles it has some appeal. Yuh
It's hard to write out what I feel
When I, I just cannot tell what is real
So I’m sittin on this ferris wheel
Hopin me and life can go and make a deal, yea yea
I can see my house from here
Fuck it, I could see my life from here
I’m a couple thousand miles in the atmosphere
Workin out my problems I find that appear. Look
I don’t like my 9-5
But I know it is how I survive
Yea I’ve clock myself in bout a million times
Workin overtime, 10-9’s
Never energized, still I’ve written lines
What I’m sayin is I’m tryin
Even though I may not like it
The point is I’m surviving
That the point of life surviving?
Rollin with the punches? Listening to bosses?
Never ending grindin?
Paycheck only buyin, enough to feed the kids and pay the bills is that providing?
Not for me. I refuse to go anywhere but All out g
Catch me flying off the balcony, it’s too late
Take Take Take away this pressure
I’m barely holding on. I’m drifting round these circles
I just need a breath to take another
I'm stuck here and I wonder if i’ll ever get away from this ferris wheel
It's hard to write out what I feel
When I, I just cannot tell what is real
No I’m sittin on this ferris wheel
Goin round in circles it has some appeal. Yuh
It's hard to write out what I feel
When I, I just cannot tell what is real
So I’m sittin on this ferris wheel
Hopin me and life can go and make a deal, yea yea
Take take take away this pressure
Or it’ll stay forever, and follow my endeavours
I’m holdin on, but by a thread
These demons in my head
They’re swimming through my thoughts until I’ve lost em or I’m dead. Look
I don’t know what the other side is
All I know is I don’t want to find it
Till I’m ready and I’m betting I get me to somewhere better than I been
Just gotta come and find it. Gotta come with fight in my chest
And rise with the tide and slide in with time think I’ll win
The deep end, dive in. In time I’m rising to the surface
I just gotta rehearse it, look
Take Take Take away this pressure
I’m barely holding on. I’m drifting round these circles
I just need a breath to take another
I'm stuck here and I wonder if i’ll ever get away from this ferris wheel
It's hard to write out what I feel
When I, I just cannot tell what is real
No I’m sittin on this ferris wheel
Goin round in circles it has some appeal. Yuh
It's hard to write out what I feel
When I, I just cannot tell what is real
So I’m sittin on this ferris wheel
Hopin me and life can go and make a deal, yea yea
