[Intro: SidThaKid]
Na-na-na-naaa na-na-naa na-naa-naa-naa-na
Na-naa
Yuh, yeah!
[Hook: $idThaKid]
Lately I been feelin' so alone got me goin' thru some shit I can’t forget
Every single time in my mind I be breaking down a little bit a day
I tell myself to relax take a step back contemplate my ways
But still depression got me goin' crazy look up to the lord and pray
[Verse 1: $idThaKid]
Uh
Lookin up to the sky
Wondering about the times, I was a child
Never had, no shit on my mind, nothin in this world, that I could think about
Now
Lookin back to the moment, hopin’ it would happen again but can’t clone it
Every single thing that I do
I gotta own it
And every middle finger to move, I gotta hold it (right there!)
Light em up like a torch
Show all the haters that you movin forth
Tellin em that I’m finna fight this war
Like I got the keys but can’t open the door
Damn
They can’t understand the struggle
Stay witchu once, and leave when there’s trouble
In a lotta pain but now that shit double
This life is confusin my brain like a puzzle
Uh
Stuck in a maze
Still in this dirt, i be stuck in my ways
I ain’t playin I’m still goin thru my phase
Feels like I’m a soldier fightin thru these days
Ain’t gettin no rest, ain’t gettin no sleep
Doin my best, but the hill too steep
I’m put to the test but I’m feeling weak
I’m tryna feel blessed, but I ain’t reaching my peak, nah
Ain’t reaching my peak, for real
Ain’t gettin no sleep, for real
Used to be on fleek, for real
But now I’m back up on my seat what’s the deal?
(Ain’t reaching my peak, for real
Ain’t gettin no sleep, for real
Used to be on fleek, for real
But now I’m back up on my seat what’s the deal)
[Hook: $idThaKid]
Lately I been feelin' so alone got me goin' thru some shit I can’t forget
Every single time in my mind I be breaking down a little bit a day
I tell myself to relax take a step back contemplate my ways
But still depression got me goin' crazy look up to the lord and pray
[Verse 2: $idThaKid]
Yea
Trapped In a fence
Can’t let em in
All these thoughts got me out like some medicine
Took so many Ls, call me a letterman
You ain’t ever been in my shoes can't fit em in
Damn
This ain’t a life I chose
All this shit came to me before my eyes closed
Got my hand on a wheel, so why do I lose control?
I don’t know
Lately I been stayin on the low, uh
2020 got me fucked up that’s a fact
So many greats taken away, just imagine that
Could you handle that?
I wish we had em back
Dark times cruising thru like a Cadillac
But I’m still puttin in the work yea I got em in
Hittin the studio is my escape now and then
If it's a fan not a hater ima count em in
Feels like I got the formula but don’t know how to win
I lost faith in god a while ago
My mind was slow
I knew I had to grow
But now, the dark times like stop-and-go
And now I know, that he’s all we need for hope
Uh
Rest in peace Juice, we lost him to drugs
Rest in peace Kobe, we lost him to the mud
Rest in peace Nip, we lost him to the guns
This shit come and go like nothin, the fuck is up?
Damn
But destiny can’t ever change
If we gotta be taken it ain't much to say
This life is a game, no matter how we play
Sometimes shit ain't finna be in the shooting range
Yea, but still I Gotta learn a lesson
Im guessin, that in a point of time ill get the message
We only live once, so we treat it like a blessing
Live it to fullest, use up all the bullets
[Outro: $idThaKid]
Lately I been feelin' so alone got me goin' thru some shit I can’t forget
Every single time in my mind I be breaking down a little bit a day
I tell myself to relax take a step back contemplate my ways
But still depression got me goin' crazy look up to the lord and pray
