[Intro: Lil Manyak]
Shit!
[Verse 1: Lil Manyak]
The reason for the sleepless nights (The reason for the sleepless nights, yup)
The reason why we scream and fight (The reason why we scream and fight, ah)
A loss of a precious life, y'all move on quick, it don't seem right (Yeah)
My heart hurts and I'm about to drown, yellin' for help but nobody hears a sound
Water in my lungs, I'm scratchin' for the top
Visions' of my homies cold and it just won't stop (Why?)
And it's fuckin' disgusting how y'all move on, I tear up
Every time I hear all my songs but I don't need these stakes in my life
Anyone can you tell me if I'm wrong?
'Cause I have my own mission and you are all up in it
Now I'm losin' my vision and I just wanna end it
Because I can't take it anymore, at this point livin' has become a chore (What?)
I can't move on, my heart's too soft, I'm tryna reach out through this emotional pour
Into these tracks this my life now, drop it quicker than 2020, die
Move on, someone explain to me how, 'cause there's no more trauma that my soul will allow (That my soul will allow)
And now I'm feelin' fragile and you know I've been broken
And it seems like a hassle and you think that I'm jokin'
Sittin' on the edge I'm about to leap, freefallin', you can scrape me off the street
You real? Shit, you would have been there for us
But you fake as fuck and wonder why I can't trust
[Pre-Chorus: Kody Rain]
I hear it whisperin', it won't go away
It wants me to take all my pain and turn it all to rage
What's the point of listenin'? It happens anyway
Time to take all of my rage and show you all
[Chorus: Kody Rain]
My pain! Now the rage is flowin' through my veins
It rains down in the form of pain
I can feel it down inside my brain
Somebody please just take my pain
[Verse 2: Doc Gruesome]
Take my pain away, I don't think I'll make it through another fuckin' day
My finger on the trigger, gonna take my brain away
But I'll be back and I'm bringin' the flames
Dead, I was left to be burnin' and body keep turnin'
Inside of my casket 'cause all you was fakes
But I'm determined to make it despite all the burns I received to this day
F-F-Fuck what you say when in my face
Especially when you proudly spit on my grave (Spit on my grave)
It's fuckin' insane, I ain't ever been the type of motherfucker
That'll praise you straight up in your face
Turn it back around, I wanna see you in the ground
Man you motherfuckers clowns always show my people grace (Always show my people grace)
Comin' from the bottom, it seem real when you spot 'em
I can see through fakes like a wet paper plate
Look, that is insane, why all these people, they don't know my name
But bitch I'm an animal, never be tamed, blasphemous creation, I'm made in vain
But you made a monster demon, you afraid of it, an all-star
Fuckin' on a bitch just like a porn star
Shoot a couple bullets through your four star
Black bags and a black car
And we out of this bitch, put it down for my Trixtas, that shit never switch (Switch on 'em)
All the pain that I've been through, they been there and shit
I ain't ever had nothin' quite like this so it's on
'Til the wheels fall off in this bitch
We gon' keep this fucker rockin', pop the top off this bitch until we gone
[Pre-Chorus: Kody Rain]
I hear it whisperin', it won't go away
It wants me to take all my pain and turn it all to rage
What's the point of listenin'? It happens anyway
Time to take all of my rage and show you all
[Chorus: Kody Rain]
My pain! Now the rage is flowin' through my veins
It rains down in the form of pain
I can feel it down inside my brain
Somebody please just take my pain
[Verse 3: Kody Rain]
How much pain can I take? All the bad inside erase
See sad inside my face for the lie I'm willin' to chase
I feel it bubblin' up now, all the pain comin' through when it's tough, I
I just want to let it go but I don't know
So I go home and break shit and let it all out
Could it be the way that I be dealin' with the pain?
I never thought about it but I never really know
Should I really take it to the people?
Now I'm thinkin' in my mind I've been better but I never go
Way back in my mind it's been fear, turn the page to rage and it's been there
I'm just really too scared and I'm way too bare
For the things too fair and I've been there
Too much sadness now and the pain is overbearing
Life just drags me down, it was never voluntary
I can feel the change and now it's very scary
The rage inside my veins is way too much to carry
I can't let it out, show the world what I'm all about
Take time to plan it out, my rage is comin' now
Put the mag in the gun now, put the gun in my mouth now, I'm done
[Pre-Chorus: Kody Rain]
I hear it whisperin', it won't go away
It wants me to take all my pain and turn it all to rage
What's the point of listenin'? It happens anyway
Time to take all of my rage and show you all
[Chorus: Kody Rain]
My pain! Now the rage is flowin' through my veins
It rains down in the form of pain
I can feel it down inside my brain
Somebody please just take my pain
