What's up guys, it's ivycomb
Thank you so much for 10,000 subscribers on my music channel and 20,000 listeners on Spotify
This is a little gift for all of you for all the continued support
Thank you for 30k combined
I just wish I could see another perspective
One wish is all I ask for to help me with this perplexion
Please, just say a word, I need to hear a voice
Please, just say a word (Black and white, painted brown and blue)
I'd hate to ask you twice (I swear I'm like a demon when I'm next to you)
I'm the ghost that's living inside, and I'm
Waiting to exorcise your bad habits
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Oh my god, I have seen your face
It's like I'm lookin' in a mirror, but it's rearranged
Black and white, painted brown and blue
I swear I'm like a demon when I'm next to you
Wading through the undertow, I see
All the lights in Tokyo right now
Cross the street, quiet undertones
Just breathe in the sights
Sense overload
Brought me here, our coordinance
Away from the fear
Of an ordinance right now
Lyin' back down on the low
Just chillin' out in Tokyo
Nah, you don't care about me do you?
Got me fishin' for a feelin'
Friggin' worried about the future
Always thinkin' I'd be happy just to know ya
Then I knew ya, livin' life like it's a movie
Call me out just like a blooper, I've been
Livin' like a ghost in the background
If you forgot about me imma pull you back 'round
I've been pushin' things around, just want attention
I'll never seem to be the one you mention
I feel like
I'm the Imposter, I'm sus
But there's a bigger threat here among us
Put on your trench coat and tie
These crewmates came out here to die
And the space wind howls
While the bad guys are prowlin'
Can't finish that task
'Cause I'm starin' and scowlin'
Ding di-ding di-ding sus
Welcome to Among Us
Everything will be alright
It's just a joke
I'm walkin' underneath the starlight
It's just a joke
I know that I will be forgiven
It's just a joke
So why can't you just listen?
You won't listen
I put on some nice clothes today
I'm excited to finally put on a happy face
My friends and I are gonna go out to play
[?]
(Just tell me)
Hey, sorry, I didn't mean to miss your call
The radio was busted, air was frozen, I couldn't hear at all
The time we spent together was short-sighted and sad like the vision
Of a seltzer bottle's contours between my homework and in-division, like
I woke up in the morning feelin' like I couldn't breathe
But would that really be so bad? Living lifeless and so free, because
When I was younger, they'd say, "You should follow your dreams"
But then they'd shoot it down and say, "that wouldn't let me be free"
'Cause—
I just wish I could see another perspective
One wish is all I ask for to help me with this perplexion
Please, just say a word, I need to hear a voice
Please, just say a word, I'd hate to ask you twice
The solar winds are calling from so far
I don't know whereabouts my soul bits are
I'll travel 'till the end of the road
See the people and the places and the things that I know, all gone
Take a look 'cause it might be my last
My anxiety's inside of me, I'm stuck in the past
I've got to muster my might
Hide the fear, say farewell to the fright
I turn my head and I know
Today I might be starbound, oh
I'm starbound
I'm starbound
I'm starbound
I'm starbound
The solar winds are calling from so far
Runnin', runnin' away from me
There's so much, so much that we could be
But you seem terrified of
What you've been feelin' inside, ah
You're runnin', runnin' away from me
Like love is a bad word
I took the wrong steps, I'm sorry
Broken and bruised, you worried
I'm not a criminal, I just
Lost my direction in my life
Life's fucked up
It's really fucked up
I just want a keyboard
So I can make it up
Sticks and bones
May break my bones
But I broke her heart
Then I broke his bones
Quick—quick—quick
Take pic
Check inside of my brain
Can't develop any colors
'Cause the ink's all the same
Got—got a pen
Paper too
Don't know what to fuckin' do
Answer me this simple riddle 'cause I
Ain't got no clue
Yeah, feelin' so
Fucked up, fucked up, yeah
Sinkin' feelin' in my heart
Got me feelin'
Fucked up, fucked up-up
Cold
Feelin' so
Fucked up, fucked up, yeah
Sinkin' feelin' in my heart
Got me feelin'
Fucked up, fucked up-up
Cold
I wanted to be like all the other kids
But wearin' a mask don't change how it is
Just wanted to hear you say that you love me
But no you don't
You know that I was just chillin'
Afraid to be myself, and I can't fuckin' tell
Where my persona ends and the truth begins
Because I'm too deep in these lies and I'm fucked up
Can you coat it in a barrel of nails?
Take a nap on the train tracks next to the rail
Feel the wind of an airplane going over Mach 4
On a hot floor [?] the pain away
Because I'm stuck in the third dimension, on a pension
Not to mention the tension is gut-wrenchin'
And I don't know why I'd even bother to try when I wake up
Fucked up, fucked up, yeah
Sinkin' feelin' in my heart
Got me feelin'
Fucked up, fucked up-up
Cold
Feelin' so
Fucked up, fucked up, yeah
Sinkin' feelin' in my heart
Got me feelin'
Fucked up, fucked up-up
Cold
Fucked up, fucked up, yeah
Fucked up, fucked up
Fucked up, fucked up, yeah
I turned myself into a pickle, Morty!
Boom! Big reveal, I'm a pickle!
What do you think about that? I turned myself into a pi—
