I stopped RSVPing for all your pity parties
I heard you out here sucking dummies
Fucking all the smarties
It moved me hardly, what a sour pill
Nothing stronger than human will
I said I’d do it I wrote it down
And then I made it real
Fryer throwing beats like target practice
Just something to kill, something to bill
Invoice in the mail I, need it back quick
Muddy stones, and all of ‘em hit
None of ‘em stick, tell me who can stop me
It’ll take God
Fuck your culture they accept frauds and call truth lies
But where truth lies, usually inside just ask yourself
What can their words takе from you
What could her curves make for you baby
I wanna pick you up and run to first placе for you
Notice my actions good, I’m tryna make them great for you
I noticed you from the hood, don’t let the hood think for you
Even in the place where I’m from they try to brake for you
I’m steady stomping the gas
Take a toke and then I pass
My mind in another place wondering how long will it last
Man how long will it last
Yeah, Lord willing
Look
They told me patience was key
I started running out of time, I had to rap on my beats
Now here I am just man, tryna get it how I’m supposed to
But you know, the wheel of life, look
Now let me tell you how I really feel
Like am I playing my cards right if I ain’t got a deal
Am I doing the right things if I ain’t got a mil
Seems like, overthinking hits harder than any pill
Sometimes, I don’t wanna rap no more
Seen too many legends die
Man it ain’t no joke or coincidence
Niggas dying in front of their businesses and overdoses
Is this the tax for being in the spotlight who really knows this
I mean I highly doubt they really chose this
Seeing their families broken just hoping they can cope with
The idea of them being gone, it’s all so wrong
Man, damn
Like, what would my brother do if I wasn’t always around
How would my mother do if I wasn’t holding it down
How can I ever raise a child in a world like this
Like will I ever find a wife to put up with my shit
Some days, I think I never will
If I can’t find her now
How am I supposed to find her when I break a mil
Or 5, 10 or 20
How am I supposed to find the one when they’re all running to me?
And that’s some real shit I’ve seen it happen, a real tragedy
Often times I wonder if I’ll ever love actually
But for now I guess I’ll settle for Tinder swipes
And bars at night till I find the one
Shit, if she ever come
Care more than I care to express
Share more than I’m willing to bet
Bear more than I really can lift
Spend more than I really do get
Just to fit in places really don’t fit
Mr. Jones I can’t do this no more
I give you everything, you turn around and ask me for more
Make me sacrifice the things I adore
I’m done playing this game it’s time to fight the allure
I let you slice me in 4, just to keep it together
This letter may not make it to the other side of the door
‘Cause I’ve decided there’s more
Open my eyes and explore, in actuality
What is reality when life is all about battling
Who created these races
I ain’t talking no color, I’m talking false obligations
Like we all making a little more than we making
Like we all got solid foundation
Like we all got some raises, I’m saying
Fuck you Mr. Jones
You tried to take all my money
Just to make me feel like I’m on to something or kinda on
My feelings kinda strong
I look around and see my niggas with blinders on
I see you got’em gone
It’s crazy how I can be on top of the world
And then pull out my phone
And I’m on Instagram and see Franky done bought a home
Which make me wonder why I ain’t got a loan
It make me wonder why I’m so behind
It make me doubt that I could ever shine
It make me feel like I should never rhyme
Which make me feel like I done wasted time
Which make me feel like I ain’t a good father
Which make my wife feel like she failing me too
If I could say this was the end, then I’d be lying to you
If I could say this was the end then I might follow it through
I only wish this was the end
Fuck you Mr. Jones
