Hold up, let me take a second to reflect on all of the stupid shit that has happened
Right now I'm laughin', at just how much I used to stress when certain people were absent
Wish I could turn back time and take it all back
Instead of being friendly tell 'em to stick my nutsack
Into their mouth, get me to feel such pleasure til my goddamn eyes pop out
(pop)
How you gonna tell me what's right and wrong? All you ever did
Was telling me I don't belong
And that I'm a disgrace, in every place but at least I hope you like this song!
But god damn, whatever I do you're never amused, you should know a couple of my screws are loose
I'm an ugly motherfucker, like I was made by doctor Seuss
Bitch you better get ready for me to spit you some flames
Every single motherfucker sound exactly the same
Dropping all the mumbling shit that be numbing your brain
And all of you still listen to it man it's fucking insane!
So you really think your favorite singer sings about shit that has happened and it's all true?
Nah homie
They just playing your dumb ass, 'cause they dumb ass needs more views
Every Shawn Mendes song sounds exactly the same
Justin Bieber got famous cause his fuckboy face
Kim K that girls look up to these days got famous 'cause all the dick she chased
I'm burning a hole in every single person that has ever decided tryin'a
Get in my way
So motherfuckers better get ready 'cause some things around here are gonna have to change!
I used to be a loser with no friends, a fucked up mind and life was pretty hard
But then I found hippity hop and took a shot at writing me some bars
I was someone they never wanted to hang around with
I was sad and I jerked off so much that my dick has a permanent imprint of my hand around it
Dearest miss let me ask you a question
How you like me now, don't need your negative little bitchass
To move an entire crowd around
I'm switiching my flows like I was a river, you can call me Nile
If Imma dissapear out of people's lives I betetr do it in style
If I open my mouth a little bit longer I'll prolly spit some hellfire
I lost most my friends I guess I just wasn't really worth their while
But I give no fucks as long as I can draw breath to these lungs
Imma do one thing that I know that I do best
Stand my ground fight and wreck til my motherfucking craft is perfected
Til my craft is perfected!
I'll probably smack a bitch, snap his neck wait for it to really bend
Got the moterfucker looking like an alien
Oh shit Jalle gonna turn real cold again!
I'm just kidding everybody it's no big deal, I mean look at me I'm really smiling big
(Bridge)
Bottom line is i give no remorse to the people that turned their back
I went through the worst alone and it's gonna always be like that
But even if I try real hard I cannot change the facts
And to be honest I thought that I'd never make the comeback
(Verse 2)
But look who the fuck came back from the dead
You'd never expect it with all of the stuff that's been going on, inside of my head
It's a real miracle I didn't do anything stupid under all this stress
But right now I'm back, and I'm saying shit that don't get said
K, to all the bitches that used to leave me on read
A, for all the amazing people that I luckily met
R, for the retarded shit I do without any regrets
N, for never forgiving all of the people that left
A, for repeating all of my mistakes again and again
In order to learn from them and hope they don't really have big effects
But if you stood by me for the last few months when I almost ended up dead
I'll thank you for the ret of my life for picking me up when I was a wreck
And to all of you that turned your back on me when I really needed your help, I don't care if you wanna ''be on good terms''
Fuck your respect
You mess with the bull you get the horns but you got yourself into the mess
But revenge is a fool's game, I guess there ain't no grudge to be held
(Outro)
I miss the times before an apocalypse hit my life
And before I destroyed my friendships 'cause of pride
I really can't wrap my head around it all
But I guess I didn't realize it was my last goodbye
