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Maestus Lyrics by JASCR

weirdo

2022

[Intro]
I stay emotional
I really do
But I do my best to hide these emotions from you
I stay emotional
I really do
But I do my best to hide these emotions from you
And it’s time to let them through

[Verse 1]
I hate myself
I mess up and get everything wrong
I wish I could be somebody else
Because then, I wouldn’t write this song
I still remembered all the times I missed the answer
Even when my classmatеs forgot
I wish I was smarter and I paid attention bettеr
So I wouldn’t give those times any thought
I tell folks I'm fine, but the thought of suicide has crossed my mind these past five years
For real, I don’t wanna be here
And I wanna make that unmistakably clear
‘Cause I'm ugly as heck, I hate my neck
I've been losing all sorts of self-respect
Because of my peers and folks that hate me
And all that stuff is really starting to change me
I’m a pacifist, because I’m weak
I let folks walk all over me
I’m careful with everything I say, in case they might just ghost me and leave
It’s gotten to the point where I like being sad (And it bugs me, and it bugs me)
I wallow in self-pity for as long as I can (I don’t love me, I don’t love me)
I’m desperate for love, I want it so bad
It seems like the only thing I never have
But I can’t love anyone else
Until I love myself

[Chorus]
I stay emotional
I really do
But I do my best to hide these emotions from you
I stay emotional
I really do
But I do my best to hide these emotions from you
And it’s time to let them through

[Verse 2]
I kinda miss the old me
Spending time in my room, feeling lonely
The fascination I have's taking control of me
And I just really want somebody to hold me
I don't vape, drink or think that weed's fun
When I get sad, I just carve into tree trunks
I might bleed some, but I won't be dumb
I'll just put on my long sleeves, son
I already might not thrive 'cause of my skin color
And I'm choosing not to be here? That's a bummer
I got a roof for the weather that's over my head
And dude, I still think that I'd be better off dead
Attempt after attempt, I'm still here
Every time I get close, man, I feel fear
Maybe I should stay here
But until then?

[Chorus]
I stay emotional
I really do
But I do my best to hide these emotions from you
I stay emotional
I really do
But I do my best to hide these emotions from you
And it’s time to let them through

[Refrain]
I can't love anyone else
Until I love myself
Until I love myself
Until I love myself

[Outro]
You know, it wasn't always like this
Credits
JASCR

JASCR

About “Maestus” by JASCR

Read the complete lyrics to "Maestus" by JASCR from the album "weirdo" in 2022. On Lyrks you can follow along with the full text, explore the artist's discography, and discover related songs. The track is often categorized under Rap.

"Maestus" is performed by JASCR. from the album "weirdo" in 2022 This page provides the full lyric text for fans who want to sing along, study the songwriting, or compare versions across releases. Lyrks organizes lyrics by artist and song slug so you can bookmark and share a stable URL. Music lyrics help listeners connect with emotion, narrative, and rhythm in a track. Whether you are learning English, researching a favorite chorus, or preparing for karaoke, having accurate line breaks and section labels (verse, chorus, bridge) makes the experience easier. We link to the official artist profile on Lyrks where available, including biography snippets, top songs, and chart placements when we have that data. If you enjoy "Maestus", explore more songs by JASCR using the links below. Chart and trending pages on Lyrks highlight what listeners are searching for this week. For copyright or correction requests, see our DMCA and contact pages.

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"Maestus" is credited to JASCR. Songwriting credits may include additional writers listed on the release; check the credits section on this page for linked collaborators.

"Maestus" appears on "weirdo" in 2022.

Visit the JASCR artist page at /artist/jascr for biography, popular tracks, and links to more lyric pages.

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