[Verse 1]
I done had my back against the wall
Build myself up just to fall
Look, it's just bout to be Fall
Lost myself and through it all
Almost gave on this shit
Almost gave up on my bitch
Almost gave up what I am
Looked at myself like "who is this?"
Who is you?
Askin' if I'm workin' like I stopped with this shit
Waitin' and watchin' in the back, tryna see if I call it quits
Tryna see if my heart done switched
Well, it did, and changed for the better
God tears rain down sometimes in bad weather
Ain't got no umbrella
I'm finna get soaked
Runnin' in the rain like my old childhood days
Kanoheda, runnin' laps, and I still do
Like I done lost my brain
Shit's insane
Walk outside, and barely see kids tryna play
We ain't inspired, we traumatized
By the things we see 'n we hear ery'day
Fuck college, I done had my share of the system
Lost parents tryna get they kids to get scholarships
To be lost in life with 'em
That ain't my story
My parents ain't graduate
You don't see nobody in here with degrees
Mom tryna finish college
Don't know what my pops doin'
But it's fine if I gotta do me
'Cause see it's been 5 years since I started
Been 2 years first time recording
Last year, I dropped my first single
Right now, nine ain't in the world and
Kinda tired of bein on "his" time, "her" time
This time, it's on mine
It's my terms, and I'm finna set shit straight
Therapeutic with my words
No time for people who temporary
No time, not at all
I barely got time for my own thoughts
And they mine, after all
Reese's Puffs up in my bowl
Damn, we ain't even got no milk
I been hungry at the stomach
Pushin' weights like it ain't shit
So this me brushin' the dirt off
Yeah, and gettin shit together
Not expectin' you to understand
Expectin' you to get up
Nah, expect for me to sprint and take off
Start up on my marathon
Who put me on? Not one
Ain't got no in's, or I woulda been gone
Fuck up out my face talkin' bout you just want the best for me
Nah, you want what you think is best for me
Think that shit carefully
'Cause I'ma be the Don of Don's
The number 1
The brightest light, like I'm the Sun
Shine on everything I'm on
Bitch, I'm gone. (pew!)
[Break]
Fuck off my phone
[Verse 2]
Look, I'm just tryna stare outside my window to the city lights
Turn around and see my girl naked dancin'
That's future wifey
I'm tryna have all the fuckin' stress that I be stressin' bout
Bodyguards when I'm out
Like Cole in this bitch
Ridin' bikes to my routes
Knowin' damn well I got that Rolls-Royce I wrote dat song about
Maybe e'en that Honda Civic
I was young, whipped around
I'm just tryna elevate in every fuckin' way
Took the staircase to the roof
You walkin' slow, get out my way
Got music on my belt
But like Batman, need more utilities
Shawty 'round my belt
My biggest thing with her is energy
Fuck that, I speak energy
The vibe when you walk in
The vibe you get when muh'fuckas hate to hear you breathin' in
Niggas hate when you win again
Bitches hate when you win without em
Thinkin' every time you win
It's a loss for them, like it's bout em
Fuck that shit, hoe, keep on poutin'
I ain't sugarcoatin' shit
Ain't finna spare yo feelings to let you be trash at suckin' dick
Holy shit, I'm takin' holy shits
It's God's flow what I spit
Ain't no preacher, but got preacher's fist
How I believe in this
Fuck hoe, I believe in me
On my books, no Stephen King
Write my life, W-E- DuBois
Black pride, I spread my wings
Check my hair, cantu please
Bitch, is you bored, hoe?
Then forego
And get to suckin' this dick how I like
Do that shit "Slo-mo"
You change forms, I stay formal
Full charge, ain't got no cord though
Hold on, big fella
Drama beyond me, and I mean moreso
Then usual, 'cause we been through the words and gossip too, ya know?
So keep it true, and I won't have to make my circle pupil hole
'Cause my mind 84, bro
So nah, I don't wanna party
I'm addicted to the stu'
And makin' shit that real keep rockin'
Don't care if I don't hit radio
But this rate, know i will
Never worried bout tha bills
But I know that shit gon be hills
Benjamins gon be mountains like I'm talkin' bout Rushmore
This my muh'fuckin' come back
You get one lap, and plus more, hahaha...
