[Verse 1]
\nYo, It's been a while since I've tore it up like I'm about to
\nGet your headphones on and vibe until you're in the clouds too
\nI'm so high, I hate it but I love it though
\nEmbarrassed with myself but I hide it so nobody knows
\nThat's until I fucking step up to the mic and let
\nEverything inside just go and vanish with a rhyme
\nThe adrenaline when penning from the mind
\nGet me every single time
\nDo you feel it I send shivers down the spine
\nDon't compare me to nobody else
\nI'm on a level where I'm by myself
\nStuck in a crazy world
\n2.21AM, can't sleep again so thought I might as well
\nTell you how I kinda felt, lonely I can't find no help
\nMy mind's hell that's why I talk about these fucking demons
\nEvery line has meaning, inside I'm crying screaming
\nSo many lie deceiving, second guess who I'm believing
\nAlways doubt myself instead of focusing on my achievements
\nThese days I only trust a few the rest are lying scheming
\nWhen they see me smile greet me but they sly discreetly
\nAre closet haters but their hate I will not let defeat me
\nWith the way I spit a verse you're quiet while I am speaking
\nNot being cocky no, but when I drop a poem
\nYou feel it hit you then within you right into your soul
\nIf you don't then you probably had it easy right
\nYou don't relate to shit and you just probably find this cheesy right
\nAm I close though, of course I am I know so
\nBut no I don't flow for you, I flow for those who don't cope
\nWho hide it out then go home, hide the fact they don't know
\nHiding from they're mind sometimes they're hiding from their own phone
\nBasically a select few, waiting on that next tune
\nWho understand I wrote this shit for us, not for some net views
\nSo get used to me fucking ranting and just go hard
\nTill the day I'm better then you'll probably hear no more bars
\n
\n[Chorus]
\nWhy do you only call me when you're lonely
\nWhy don't you just call me to say you miss me
\nWhy do you only call me when you your lonely
\nWhy don't you just call me to say you love me
\n
\nHow come you never check in on a weekday
\nAlways seems you're calling when It's so late
\nHow come you never check in on a weekday
\nTell me why you only call so late, so late
\n
\n[Verse 2]
\nThis road goes to no show, life is just a low blow
\nWant change It's so slow, diagnose and dose most
\nBozos that own the show, profit dosing all us up
\nSomeone in your family’s got a benzo or an opiate
\nI struggle daily to contain all of the side effects
\nWould have replied to texts, no I'd rather go get high again
\nYeah, than I had a son yeah, that shit spun me out
\nRarely had my dad around so I begin just thinking how
\nThe fuck am I supposed to show this kid the way of life
\nNo one taught me shit I mean my mum, you could say she tried
\nBut never had a father figure so made sure I'm there for mine
\nEven when I struggled I still know that I was sure to try
\nWhen this combines with music
\nMy life and how I introduce it I'll be stupid if I didn't try and use it
\nI used to be perusing all the thoughts and the confusion that's tormenting and abusing all my thoughts I keep on losing, yeah
\nAlways review on what has happened and what's next to come
\nOnly reason that I rap is now, I can get this stuff
\nOut my head again yeah, It's like medicine but then It's heading back to the direction of my head again
\nI've said ten maybe twenty times I'm fairly rare
\nNever there but when I am I sound like an angelic hymn
\nYeah Jay UF taking fucking care of things
\nOnly with the facts never ever go embellish shit
\n
\n[Chorus]
\nWhy do you only call me when you're lonely
\nWhy don't you just call me to say you miss me
\nWhy do you only call me when you your lonely
\nWhy don't you just call me to say you love me
\n
\nHow come you never check in on a weekday
\nAlways seems you're calling when It's so late
\nHow come you never check in on a weekday
\nTell me why you only call so late, so late\n\n
