[Intro]
Yeah, yeah, yeah
[Verse 1: Jerome]
I feel like I’m lost inside (side)
You take me for granted I tried (tried)
To be everything that you needed
And not everything that we wanted
But now I’m offside and I’m bleeding
Cause I don’t got nothing to warrant (warrant)
The way that you treated me horrid
Go back to the start like the forest
So tell me just how you ignore this
When you can see I’m empty hearted (hearted)
You came to me all empty handed
I gave you the world I foraged
I thought all these girls just wanted
Someone to make them feel important (portant)
I put you before all my dreams
You told me that I could afford it
Acting like I’m in on a race
To prove that I could be your bae (bae)
But maybe you don’t deserve it
Bad apples don’t rot on the surface
I need it, I want it
But baby, I was so naive
I see that, you played me
But maybe, I gotta be freed
The first ones the hardest (aw)
But that’s so depressing to me (yeah)
I can not, accept that
Nothing will mean as much to me
[Hook: Jerome & youngmindtrip]
The first drug, like my first hug, so important
Took me out of my world and changed it
(yeah) My first nug, like my (yeah) first love, got me searching
Cause nothing effect me so much now I’m hurtin
Yeah, yeah
[Verse 2: youngmindtrip]
Sometimes I get lost in my mind
It feels like I’m trapped inside
Internalize it all but I don’t mind
I got tunnel vision I’m alone in this life
I just wish I was like my favorites
Maybe one day I can say that I made it
Nothing's ever good enough
I spit the same verse, nine, times
If I keep it up ima lose my mind
I wish I could take it back and restart
I was left in the dark
Friendships fell apart
I can tell you were fake all from the start
These people don’t stay
I see the faces in the rain (yeah, yeah)
I can’t trust anyone to enter my brain (nah, nah)
I’m feeling out of luck, I need to compensate
I’m feeling out of touch, I can't concentrate
Can we spend some time I think I’ma die young? (yeah)
If I take another will you try one? (yeah)
Everybody thinks I’m screwed up
So that’s why I get screwed up
[Hook: Jerome]
The first drug, like my first hug, so important
Took me out of my world and changed it
My first nug, like my first love, got me searching
Cause nothing effect me so much now I’m hurtin
[Verse 3: Jerome]
Yeah
I ain’t got nothing but fake friends
You give nothing but loose ends
You coming off so entitled
Might as well name it untitled
I give you everything I can
And you giving everything to him
You tellin me you still love me (love me)
But how can I trust when you tricked me
Take me for granted again
Taking advantage of him
Even though I know that you lie
Believe in you every time, yeah, yeah
I think I’m afraid of the change
I’m broke and I’m broken again
With you, there’s just nothing to gain
I should cut you outta the frame, yeah, yeah
And I guess that I’m just insane, believing that you can just change
Scenario repeats again, expecting not to hurt again
But maybe I should take the blame, it’s clear that I inflict the pain
On myself cause maybe you just, not the one for me okay
Yeah, yeah
Always thought love was some rubbish, eh
Claiming that you can just walk away
But now I just got my substance, eh
In my basement goin under, uh
[Hook: Jerome]
The first drug, like my first hug, so important
Took me out of my world and changed it
My first nug, like my first love, got me searching
Cause nothing effect me so much now I’m hurtin
[Outro]
The-the first drug, like my first hug, so important
Took me out of my world and changed it
My first nug, like my first love, got me searching
I’m, I'm hurtin, I’m hurtin, I’m hurtin
Hurt-
