[Verse 1]
You probably won’t even hear this song and probably won’t even care
But I wanna let you and the world know to my throne you’re still the heir
This isn’t about me and your mom‘s right now
And I know she can take care of you
But I still see you as my daughter and I will do what I have to do for you
It hurts that I don’t speak to you but I still think of you
Are you okay? Do you have everything to help you get through?
All these days, all these weeks, months
We haven’t spoke in a year
I wanna text your phone or Instagram but I’m scared, yes I fear
All I want is your acceptance, sorry if I sound weird
I just wanna do for you what my dad did for me as a kid
And that’s support you and makе sure you straight, have communication
I know your past was messеd up but a better future is what I’m making
[Chorus]
I’m thumbing through a check
Staying on my grind
Dahaka on my ass
I’m racing against time
I’m loving like my mother
But in my ways just like my father
Star tatted on my wrist, Makena still my daughter
I’m thumbing through a check
Staying on my grind
Dahaka on my ass
I’m racing against time
I’m loving like my mother
But in my ways just like my father
Star tatted on my wrist, Makena still my daughter
[Verse 2]
My father have some characteristics that I don’t like
And I’m just like him so every week i strive for change and fight
Of self evolution and open mindness
Motherfuck what’s in my genes
Fuck a generational curse
Jordan Hankins is the first
To do what I wanna do, no disrespect to my family
But I’m on some higher shit and that’s just how I’m feeling
I can see the red flags and still try to see it through
I guess I get it from my mother cause she still loves through and through
She always says “You can forgive but never forget”
But then my father activates like “Fuck them! Let them meet death”
There’s some women in my life that’s hurt me to the core
And if they hit my line, I’ll probably still pick up the phone for em
[Chorus]
I’m thumbing through a check
Trying to get mines
Dahaka on my ass
I’m racing against time
In my ways just like my father
I’m loving like my mother
Tattoos of all of my exes, let it burn like I’m Usher
I’m thumbing through a check
Trying to get mines
Dahaka on my ass
I’m racing against time
In my ways just like my father
I’m loving like my mother
Tattoos of all of my exes, let it burn like I’m Usher
[Verse 3]
It ain’t no secret I’m a lean fiend, a lean junkie
I sip this shit and fantasize being held by a woman
Looking at my stomach, damn I’m gaining weight
Time to cut back and cut up in the gym and make something shake
I know my worth but I wanna increase my value
Every week I run it up, can’t bring no less than $1000
I’ve been left on red and left for dead, ignored and stood up
But somehow and someway I keep my fucking head up
I feel a transformation coming, Jinnifer’s in full effect
Boys bragging bout getting pussy when they broke ass need to get a check
Wanna bet against me? Ha, you will lose every time
I’m Jinnifer motherfucker that means the devil’s in my mind
[Chorus]
I’m thumbing through a check
Revenge on my mind
Dahaka on my ass
I’m racing against time
Frenemies talking shit, thinking with they dick
I’m building up my credit while y’all trying to build a bitch
I’m thumbing through a check
Revenge on my mind
Dahaka on my ass
I’m racing against time
Frenemies getting mad when they need to be getting rich
Money’s the root of all evil well I’m guess I’m Satan bitch
