[Chorus: JJ Demon]
I promise I'll smile tomorrow (Smile tomorrow)
If somebody's got a smile I can borrow (I can borrow)
I promise I can make you laugh (Can make you laugh)
In the future when I'm finished with the past (With the past)
And these are supposed to be the best years of my life (Life)
My life (Life)
And these are supposed to be the best years of my life (Life)
My life (Life)
[Verse 1: JJ Demon]
Worrying about your next meal
I'm telling you that is the problem with running away
I'm sure you can see the appeal
Especially if you can feel you have something to say
The stomach will rumble forreal and humble you
I hope you make friends on the road
There's many a bend in the road
I've been to the end of road
I'm back with a vengence
And did I mention?
We live in the age of the bombs that fall from the sky
It's all been a lie
Windows are drawn, let's call it a tie
We're all gonna die
I dropped outta college, the knowledge
I got in the world will lay it to shame
I do all my girlfriend's homework
And right now she gets straight A's
[Pre-Chorus: JJ Demon]
I smoke, I drink, I float, I sink
And I'm alone (I'm alone, I'm alone, I'm alone)
I'm broke, I blink
And everything that I've been working for is gone (Gone, gone)
In all the bus stations and the airports
Staring at the numbers in my phone (In my phone)
So many different floors, couches, mattresses
Man, I'm wondering where is home
I just want something of my own
I just want something of my own
[Chorus: JJ Demon]
I promise I'll smile tomorrow (Smile tomorrow)
If somebody's got a smile I can borrow (I can borrow)
I promise I can make you laugh (Can make you laugh)
In the future when I'm finished with the past (With the past)
And these are supposed to be the best years of my life (Life)
My life (Life)
And these are supposed to be the best years of my life (Life)
My life (Life)
[Verse 2: JJ Demon]
Yo, yo, yo, yo
Wrong side of twenty-five
Waking up outta my slumber
Finally trying to see the sunny side
Still in the shade though, money-wise
Tell me why's everything gotta be so grown up?
And everyone's walking around as if something is missing
Insisting they don't know what
Liberal minded, meaning I care
I'm Agnostic, meaning I'm scared
Ex-dope fiend, meaning I'm honest
I've got love for you, meaning I'm there
And I'm keeping my promise
I'm a be laughing until the Grim Reaper's upon us
Positive energy, reading no comments
Head in the clouds as I reach for the commets
[Pre-Chorus: JJ Demon & Kyle Lucas, both]
I smoke, I drink, I float, I sink
And I'm alone (I'm alone, I'm alone, I'm alone)
I'm broke, I blink
And everything that I've been working for is gone (Gone, gone)
In all the bus stations and the airports
Staring at the numbers in my phone (In my phone)
So many different floors, couches, mattresses
Man, I'm wondering where is home
I just want something of my own
I just want something of my own
I just want something of my own
I just want something of my own but I'm outta control
It's kinda hard to grab ahold of something that isn't whole
[Verse 3: Kyle Lucas]
Yo, I'm missing the feeling of feeling ambitious
Sit and I wallow and bitch about shit that I'm missing
And wishing that I'm rich
Like money will go and just help my condition
Or solve all of my problems
Well, I should probably go and fix it
I'm a man now and I'm a stand out
I don't give a fuck if anybody listens
Yo, used to keep it all bottled up
Now I let all the bottles pop
Drink to that, yeah, bottoms up
Celebration, yeah, Mazel Tov
I did it to myself, I created monsters
The skeletons in my closets are starting to gain conscious
Yeah, after all, after all
Back's up against the wall
I need Adderall to be creative at all
And I'm watching it all as is catapults
This rap shit's really just a cattle call
Dealing with the bullshit like a matador
Being walked on, a doormat and all
Domino effect, I'm the last to fall
Someone pass the ball because I'm next involved
With this hip hop shit I invested all
Don't expect decline, don't press rewind
Only go fast forward, I'm next evolved
Tryna make both parents proud
Know my granddad's staring down
Never gonna stop, it's apparent now
I ain't leaving this bitch until I'm carried out
[Pre-Chorus: JJ Demon & Kyle Lucas, both]
I smoke, I drink, I float, I sink
And I'm alone (I'm alone, yeah, I'm alone)
I'm broke, I blink
And everything that I've been working for is gone (Yeah, is gone, yeah, is gone)
In all the bus stations and the airports
Staring at the numbers in my phone (In my phone, in my phone)
So many different floors, couches, mattresses
Man, I'm wondering where is home (Where is home?)
I just want something of my own (Oh, where is home?)
I just want something of my own
[Outro: Kyle Lucas]
I just want something of my own
I just want something of my own
I just want something of my own
I just want something of my own
I just want something of my own
I just want something of my own
I just want something of my own
