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By Myself (Freestyle) Lyrics by Joben

Not Who I Was

2022

I've been by myself
I don't know if you could tell
But I'm going through hell
And I kind of hate myself
I'm alone by myself, I don't know if you can fucking tell
But baby I've been going through this hell
No one fucking helps
How come nobody helps?
How come no one will ever fucking help me
I've been popping pills and it ain't fucking healthy
How come no one helps me? How come no one loves me?
I don't give a fuck B, yeah I've been lonely
I was doing drugs until my motherfucking nosebleed
Feel like no one knows me, yeah no one knows me
I've been by myself
So long I can't fucking tell
I've been by myself so long
That nothing feels right everything feels wrong
So I just make these songs
Just to do, something to improve my fucking mood
But it doesn't help cuz I'm fucking sad
When that bitch left I was real fucking mad
But I'm fucking better, I'm fucking better
And I'm glad that we ain't last
That we ain't last forever
Because you weren't worth it
You were never worth me
I love popping perkys
Even though they're dirty
Yeah they cut with fetty
Yeah, they can't drop me
I got a few bodies from selling fake pills
It gives me a thrill knowing that I fucking took a fucking life
Yeah, that's fucking right
I took a couple lives
And I'm about to take mine
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Joben

Joben

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"By Myself (Freestyle)" appears on "Not Who I Was" in 2022.

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