[Verse 1]
I been a part of bitter wilds
Picked a card from a deck when you said and got a smile
Kinda melancholy, like we're at a funeral
You're tryna tell me somethin' and I'm tryna keep my cool
It's the usual, I been a misanthrope throwin' fire at a throne
Wildly switching between certainty and just walking home
Certainly I'm not alone, usually a loner though
Only only 'cause the kid is rushin every noble kneeling prone
Needin the edge or it's not, cool, I accept what i got
Louder than most of your favorite rappers, I carry a plot
I wake up feeling like the end is upon us
I guess I'll go down swingin' and slingin' lead, it's a promise
I mean, I recall a cop sayin' keep your nose clean
Like we're on the same team, can you believe?
It's simple, I do everything within its own context
The prospects are null, the voidspit is atomic
[Post-Verse]
I always wake up feelin' like I'm still asleep
Got a chronic case of thinkin' that the world's on repeat
[Chorus]
Uh, it's a surreal kinda summer
I got crushed when the chemicals kick and wanna wonder
I saw my face melt, now I feel better
Though l sobered up in Floridian weather
Uh, it's a surreal kinda summer
I got crushed when the chemicals kick and wanna wonder
I saw my face melt, now I feel better
Though l sobered up in Floridian weather
[Verse 2]
Shit's strange, I could talk about it for days
I think i might be crazy in a light green haze
I'm in the prime of my life but I'm feelin' closer to death
I need to rest in whatever hotel I see next
And slow down, I'm tryna get lost for a minute
By the end I'll be stuck in a syllable mid-sentence
All trippin' on it like biblical verses to Christians
I'm not a disciple, I am a defendant
Get it? Sometimes I start to feel like a skrull
The only one thats not or a composite of both
I been partyin' hard, I been keepin' friends close
While I'm self-medicating with rap at high doses
Ooh, just got a text from a friend, it
Read that lately she's been to depressed and
I said, "I'm here no matter what she needs, just
Text call or shoot a flaming arrow to the east"
Whatever, my name sake is Sylvia Plath
She's onto something that I'm tryna to grasp
I noticed all my heroes are dead
It often seems reality is a trap
[Chorus]
Uh, it's a surreal kinda summer
I got crushed when the chemicals kick and wanna wonder
I saw my face melt, now I feel better
Though l sobered up in Floridian weather
Uh, it's a surreal kinda summer
I got crushed when the chemicals kick and wanna wonder
I saw my face melt, now I feel better
Though l sobered up in Floridian weather
[Verse 2]
I had a time and saw the world flicker out is was odd
And V is laughing as i'm taking too long and get caught
It ain't cold, i feel lost on a road that don't cross
I'm talkin' right at the dog, although the dog didn't talk
Although he's looking right at me, he might be tagging along
I'm just kidding but I'm not, I ain't pickin up when you call
Sorry, it's been a weird half of a day, then
I look at the time and it's like 8 in the AM
I think I'm maybe okay
I got my head in my hands, I saw a death and a wake
I think I barely made it, I almost don't feel like shit
At the thought of losing lives that I love and can't kick
I'm a goblin
[Post-Verse]
I always wake up feelin' like I'm still asleep
Got a chronic case of thinkin' that the world's on repeat
[Chorus]
Uh, it's a surreal kinda summer
I got crushed when the chemicals kick and wanna wonder
I saw my face melt, now I feel better
Though l sobered up in Floridian weather
Uh, it's a surreal kinda summer
I got crushed when the chemicals kick and wanna wonder
I saw my face melt, now I feel better
Though l sobered up in Floridian weather
