[Chorus 1]
Keep that bullshit from around me
I’m sicko in real life a kill or be killed type
A fuck what you feel like ‘cause you know that
I was dog nigga when you found me
And nothing is changing I don’t do explaining just drop a location so I can pull up and
Prove everything you heard about me
I will not be manipulated I’m back to the basics ‘cause niggas be flaking and bitches will swear that they
Down for me ‘til they doubt me
Don’t get it mistaken for negotiations, you spit on my grave but now I am awakened
[Verse 1]
I peep how niggas do me, so I start doing the same
But I had to take it to the next level they can’t maintain, yеah
Now I know I usually got niggas saying my name
So I changed my shit to Rudy so Jordan won’t take thе blame
How these niggas say it’s on sight but stay letting shit slide
Once I see how niggas bitch you I had to go and get mines
I’ma keep it a buck with you the world been feeding me lies
They only care about your death if your opinions align
[Monologue]
*LORD. LORD. LORD.*
Write this down. Yeah, write this down. I am making everything new. This is the world that I live in. This is what’s real to me. These words are not a lie. They are trustworthy and true
GIVE ME MY
GIVE ME MY
[Chorus 2]
Leave your thoughts behind and runaway with me
Broken and lost inside, but now you’re safe with me
They say you’ve lost your mind, I say you’re breaking free
And when you close your eyes, then you may clearly see
That you were never blind, it’s what they made you think
Broken and lost inside, but now you’re safe with me
They say you’ve lost your mind, I say you’re breaking free
And when you close your eyes, then you may clearly see
[Verse 2]
I think they prefer me at my lowest
So they can relate to me when I tell them I’m a moment, and nothing more
I used to hesitate to say it ‘cause I wasn’t sure
Now there’s no other way to phrase it, nigga I’m The Lord
You wanna tell me how I shouldn’t say that anymore?
But you was silent when I begged for help up off the floor
You’d rather see me insecure than my high horse
‘Cause from this point of view, I begin to wage wars
With my right hand I can have your family torn
All while the left assumes form, rains a peaceful storm
Upper echelon, it’s funny ‘cause they said that I couldn’t
But it’s those same niggas who turned out how they promised they wouldn’t
If that’s the narrative you pushing, then nigga push it, uh
Never throw a stone and hide your hand
Without an open mind, you could never comprehend
How in this world of black and white I am the color red
I prayed for death and God made me immortal, man
They call me crazy just for losing my balance
On this tightrope of life, now they want me to backflip
While you pick and choose whose mental illness is valid
My dad cries watching his mama die
He’s talking to ghosts now. I know that he’s traumatized
The hell we were born in
The hell that we’ve been through
Just to get to heaven and see angels walking as men do
‘Cause angels don’t fly, nigga
[Chorus 2]
Leave your thoughts behind and runaway with me
Broken and lost inside, but now you’re safe with me
They say you’ve lost your mind, I say you’re breaking free
And when you close your eyes, then you may clearly see
That you were never blind, it’s what they made you think
Broken and lost inside, but now you’re safe with me
They say you’ve lost your mind, I say you’re breaking free
And when you close your eyes, then you may clearly see
