I made a huge mistake, I've finally noticed I saw your beauty and ignored that inside you is soulless If I had a dime for every time the world said it loved me back Then I would be homeless, I'm just tryna be noticed 'Cause every day I have to see eye to eye with opponents I even thought about committing suicide for the moment I want diamond and gold and a life of indulgence So when it comes to what's inside I decided and sold it I wanted proof that I wasn't just grinding and molded As just a joke for the divine, designed to be hopeless My mind isn't focused and this vibe is the culprit See I got desperate 'cause my chance to survive was the lowest These times are the coldest and I ignored all of my past advices I went around doing lots of evil acts and vices And I know everything in life requires sacrifices And has a cost but I ain't ask its prices See I just wanted some love, I just wanted some help I just wanted some guidance, I just wanted some wealth Wanted to find a remedy for the pain that I felt See, no one believed in me so I don't believe in myself My mother isn't employed, my brother isn't employed Every day we're just crying, there's nothing killing the noise And there's nothing filling the void, our love is getting destroyed My mom is all in her feelings, my dad is feeling annoyed A jab [at him?] in the groin, right side, left side Right eye, it's gonna be the left eye next time Afraid to run away and move on to the next guy 'Cause he says if we ever told him then the TEC fly Can't even protect my family on the Westside My mom thinks success lies solely on her breast size That's why I go into my room and I just lie Down and keep lying to myself saying it's just fine Depressed times and there's no way to manage it Ignoring that it's happening, won't aid the damages Whole face in bandages, some days I wanna do the Cornelius I don't feel like my soul's trained to handle this Cocaine and cannabis running through my neighborhood I used to go out and do everything the players would I know it's wrong but who cares about the greater good When not a single thing in your life is going the way it should Is there salvation for a guy like me? You ever look up to the sky and ask why like me? Tonight might be the night that I say eff it and just run away 'Cause I don't see how I can make it through another day I searched for help but couldn't find a single friend around me Nobody there to take my hand or save me when I'm drowning Or they'll act like they care but they'll forget about me This is the stuff I cry about when I'm up at 1 AM in Cali
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